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> *[The AAP (Australian Associated Press) does Fuck checking now](https://www.spectator.com.au/2020/09/if-you-dont-want-to-be-kicked-in-the-head-dont-put-your-head-under-a-jackboot-its-not-only-selfish-its-stupid/) which makes one wonder if the State Government has contracted them to act as Wrongthink Detectors for their draconian Communist "New Rules." [Off Guardian 19th Sep 2020 -New rules may allow Australian police to detain “conspiracy theorists”](https://off-guardian.org/2020/09/17/new-rules-may-allow-australian-police-to-detain-conspiracy-theorists/)*  

### <center>Satire is dangerous folks - it can be memed into non-satire!!!!</center>

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### Public Order Despots to the Curfew! Now With Extra Ribbed Gauntlets & Shin Guards For Your Safety! 

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Is this a shit show? Laughable? Pathetic? Imposing? Frightening? A little bit i s'pose but what it signifies for me is how pitifully compliant the Aussie denizens of Hellbourne, Sicktoria are. Every single officer in this photo is laughably old and nervous looking. I'd guess that anyone with a spine isn't going to scrape the bottom of the barrel for work in a role which is such an affront to human dignity. 

Look at their slack jawed expressions trying to look authoritative but only end up looking like #VICPOL are scared behind them shitty shades. What else are they trying to hide? I bet those pensively pursed lips conceal bone-dry mouths inside... 

>  *Gulp, a dry swallow with no saliva. "I sure hope no one realizes we are our Master's favourite slaves for doing this. Master promised us a 50% bonus paid in Chinese RMB if we wear the Israeli-designed & Chinese-made plastic armour. If we look strict like a bunch of high school teachers during Exam times, Master said we will even get to keep the armour as a Christmas Bonus!"*

Sometimes police in uniform turn me on as it's quite a feast for the imagination fantasizing about reversing normal roles during wild, passionate sex. Symbols of Authority and power getting on their knees and forces to fellate their smooth jet black nightstick while I handcuff them to a bedpost and tear off their thin blue veil, disempowering them entirely and bending them to my every desire... 

But these cops are all literal pigs - the slovenly slops of public service.and there's nothing in their appearance which excites my imagination.  Weak and submissive pretending to be powerful and dominating. There is no role to reverse here because they are uncovincingly acting out a role already. The State of Sicktoria has recruited a bunch of gross and unsexy swine from the reject bin. Not even fit to eat my shitty, unwiped arsehole (I wouldn't give them the pleasure of brown-nosing my poohole because that's what they love most, Brown-Nosing a Master's Anus).

## Here follow my internal thoughts at the start of August 2020 which I wrote down in a moment of stark gloom. 

> *Fatigue felt in myself is from Induced Bilateral States of Furious Paroxysm and Melancholia, Despondency.* 

Getting such schisms with this new globalised paradigm... Covid ain't no good for anyone my good fellow. Knew it back in Jan-Feb, really got f**ct from it in March, then readjusted unsuccessfully to working. Unsuccessfully? 

> ***Yes, you mid-wit! How can one readjust to that which none in the free world adjusted to initially!???*** 

I seem to be developing a finely attuned sense of dread - it's a deep foreboding felt during particular snapshots in a daily interaction. Any random moment. Nothing particularly symbolic or relative in the moment which triggers this feeling. It just comes... when it does. Dumping itself onto me like a crashing ocean wave. 

I'm spluttering. There's sand in my ears and saltwater up my nose, you know why? I'm being dumped upon continuously now, relentlessly and that means my initial gut feeling of rock in gut dread was correct. 

Waves slammin n slammin', I'm still standing but the tide is not going to keep me stable. Regardless of my stability as a stalwart rock against the relentless crashing waves, I still erode slowly in strength.   Like the semi-porous fossilized animal and plant matter I am, I will

erode,

crumble, 

significantly.

> Who is to blame currently for things steadily worsening worldwide? An epoch moment has been reached in my own personal blundering through life and that moment is when no-one, NO-ONE was happy anymore. No one could literally laugh it off or claim that COVID-19*(83)* was fun. I like working from home said Bob, can sneak in a cheeky beer at from the bar fridge out back every day at 4pm.  Oh! I like the wearing my bath robe and tracky daks all day, said Alice, don't have to worry about make-up or my tampon string hanging out my cunt when I'm working from home!  
>
> Guys, [That joke isn't funny anymore.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ni2wnORWB0c) 

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I am privileged enough to receive free treatment from a specialist allied health & psychology firm who provides the insurance broking cluster my employer is a part of. I have not used EAP services (employee assistance programs) since 2004 but I didn't hesitate seeking access to the EAP services when August 2020 started. Situations escalated into an unbearable crescendo that month, partially due to the Royal Commission into Aged Care (now with additional Covid-angle spicy lies) and various other Covid-related factors. 

So a few weeks ago I had my second 1-hour session with Corporate Psych, **D** and I enjoyed it a lot. There is a delight in knowing I have a clinically trained inquisitive mind to assess me and my mental state to then suggest the most suitable course of action. My initial intention was to see how mental health services workers are coping (if at all) and whether there were any suggestions or resources that could be shared with me. I am a healer personality type with a well-rounded E.Q. but this aptitude meant an incredible increase in the emotional & psychological demands of my role. 

I love a challenge and thrive under immense struggle but this was different: unprecedented, unknown complexities, confusing inconsistencies... Was the psychological services sector suffering under a workload so immense and demanding that it had no precedent to compare to? Because I fucken was for fucks sake, fuck!  

>  *You are a total sicko. Probably someone who loves stupid sayings like "Misery Loves Company!"* 

##### Maybe, I am a sicko... A Complete Sucker for punishment. Another Dumb Mutherfucker Tricking Themselves By Using Internal Monologues To Support My Continued Suffering With the Managing of Monumental Losses, Damages and The Barely Hidden Suffering of Human Beings. Every Day, So Much Suffering Due to a Sham.. Why? 

**Or maybe** - I'm more like someone with Schaudenfraude smeared all over my shit-eating grin. Brown Poo showing on cracked yellowing canines with chipped Incisors peeking through a glass jaw where all my molars sit, almost black and stained beyond redemption. Stained to the point of scarring tooth enamel after daily consumption of 50 cups of coffee, 3 hydroxychloroquine suppositories and a Mars Bar.

> > > > *(optional method of intake for the Mars Bar: Rectal Insertion. Start small so you are prepared and ready for the Corona Boner Crowning Glory Obelisk of the Police Authority's Dick Rammed Into Your Very Own **and tight** Mister Citizen Mid-wit's Puckered Up Exit Chute.)*

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## Orders are Orders! Open Up Wide! Spread Those Legs and Stop Posting To Facebook While We Arrest You! 

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### Get Back On Track

> Mindfulness to instruct one's self to think of what to be grateful for on a daily basis was my recommended treatment. 

The Day started very early, actually it never ended as I didn't sleep. Laid down instead and thought of that tropical island in my mind, how nice it was to lay on the beach, soaking in the hot rays of the sun through the skin of my uncovered body.

I listened back to a recording of @r0nd0n 's second Clown Show podcast that I guested on and suddenly the waves crashed very hard onto me. I could hear the frustrations, bare naked emotions being expressed through a solid understanding of Clown World Metholody. Shootings, wave breaks on the shore, Rand Paul being mobbed by an irate mob chanting a name of a dead woman whom he made a personal mission to honour, #KillBilluminati's (Bill Gates') insidious spread into the realms of media think tanks, journalistic associations & a slew of fact-checking cohort corps, etc etc and the like... 

Why does the world have to be so inverted today? I hear from halfway across the world someone voicing an aspect of my own deep-seated concerns, clearly and emphatically. Then I have to go to work and pretend that there is an ethical duty underpinning my motivations which in turn fuels me to keep on keepin' on. 

It's not just today's world which is inverted and completely topsy-turvy but all of 2020 has been unpleasant. However I'm learning to be grateful for the little things and mindful of how negativity is a spiral. 

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### September's Black Boot and Gauntlet Adorned Arm of the Ablawful Victorian Police 

I'm back with ten days left in the month to present you some of the hideous acts the ablawful Sicktorian Police Force is unleashing upon the Australian people of Victoria. 

This cheered me up - someone being honest and acting with integrity. Amazing they still exist in government, let alone the Victorian State Government. Bless him for resigning and telling the NWO Commie Sicktorian Puppet CCCP state to get fucked. 

## [Victorian government economist quits in protest of Dan Andrews 'police state'and signs off with a scathing resignation letter](https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-8742023/Victorian-government-economist-Sanjeev-Sabhlok-resigns-protest-Dan-Andrews-police-state.html)

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## CONCLUSION - Goodbye Horses 

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* ## [Goodbye Horses](https://i.ibb.co/L1MXBDQ/Goodbye-Horses.gif)

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