You're not around - A Poetic Practice
hive-161465·@akumagai·
0.317 HBDYou're not around - A Poetic Practice
Proof is in the pudding I've not looked at wanting I'm not lost and was not looking to be found Didn't even think about being anyone's one Yet I'm always going around hands clasped tight Circling like a hungry puppy waiting for a pat This being needy was not part of any plan Especially giving myself whole heartedly Here I am again with you in my hand Holding you close like no one's around Don't ask me if this is really what I want Especially when I'm empty cos you 're not around  I'll be realistic as I'm a realist and you're reality I'm normally guarded with everything I'm into Now I'm finding this to be so untrue with you I'm so into being with you all the time An obsession I can't seem to unwind More and more I'm starting at my phone Constantly fighting to tear my eyes away Here I am again with you in my hand Holding you close like no one's around Don't ask me if this is really what I want Especially when I'm empty cos you 're not around You ask me what it is that made me love you It's 50/50, equal amounts of life and death Seeing life flash as we entered a secluded place Then looking at those gorgeous eyes there Knowing you'd do that for me if needed Seeing you next to me for too time immemorial That's a 50/50 I'm willing to stake my love on Here I am again with you in my hand Holding you close like no one's around Don't ask me if this is really what I want Especially when I'm empty cos you 're not around Feels like things have turned upside down At times the earth shakes beneath our ground Is it from the deep kisses we share all the time The winds blow wildly as we cuddle tightly Everything outside are falling apart But nothing will tear you from my heart We are the catalyst, not the world around us  <center> *Thanks for your time* </center> <center>**<div class="phishy"> If you enjoy my posts, and would like to support me with more than an upvote, thank you very much, see my links below.</div>**</center> --- <center>Browse merch [here,](https://www.redbubble.com/people/Clintonis/shop?asc=u&ref=account-nav-dropdown) </center> <center>[and here.](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0C6BWMJ7K?ref_=pe_3052080_397514860) </center> ___ <center> [](https://hive.blog/@akumagai)</center> <center>*Geomining to a better future referral link if you decide to support me*</center> <center>[](https://coin.onelink.me/ePJg/1f5184dc)</center> <center></center> <center>[](https://nexo.io/ref/2rkv7dikta?src=android-link)</center> <center>[Shameless referral link to space game](https://farsite.club/u/akumagai)</center> <center><a href='https://buymeberri.es/@akumagai' target='_blank'><img src='https://buymeberries.com/assets/bmb-1-l.png'/></a></center> <center> [Drop in say hello.](https://padlet.com/CoolLikeMike/2aukfvhfy3gtpakf)</center> <center>**<div class="phishy"> My post favourite, by me. </div>**</center> <center>**<div class="phishy"> [Poem.](https://peakd.com/poem/@akumagai/to-the-races-they-bound-7wm4qiid) </div>**</center> <center>**<div class="phishy"> [Life.](https://peakd.com/gardening/@akumagai/eight-hour-drive-to-do-some-gardening-rnujtxwt) </div>**</center> <center>**<div class="phishy"> [First.](https://peakd.com/introduceyourself/@akumagai/hello-world) </div>**</center> <center>[Activate your limitless you.](https://i.refs.cc/TuZHa0sq?smile_ref=eyJzbWlsZV9zb3VyY2UiOiJzbWlsZV91aSIsInNtaWxlX21lZGl1bSI6IiIsInNtaWxlX2NhbXBhaWduIjoicmVmZXJyYWxfcHJvZ3JhbSJ9)</center>
👍 eds-vote, dab-vote, coolguy123, votebetting, jilt, ifarmgirl, noctury, sbi4, hoosie, sbi-tokens, spinvest, eddie-earner, dailydab, clubvote, fixyetbroken, underground, samsemilia7, lbi-token, khan.dayyanz, godfather.ftw, jeffjagoe, morph, etblink, sportschain, jagoe, heteroclite, tebesc, foodiefrens, visionarystudios, naters, bellscoin, viviehardika, macchiata, agreste, oyebolu,