So, you want to know about my inbox?!
There is not much to say about my inbox, in fact, as all can be put in just one word - cluttered. I don't even want to tell you how many e-mails stay there not only unanswered but yet unopened. 

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Big cleaning would be the must, but I'm not in the mood, although the mood itself is the smallest problem. I would be able to handle the mood if there is not that other thing that kills me slowly and persistently. 

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My brother's e-mail from two weeks ago, marked with all available marks there as important, urgent, must read, etc., is one among them, still standing there and waiting for my reply. 

Ashamed? Yes! But that's not the only feeling I have about it. I'm also angry and at the same time feeling powerless. Angy on me because of that lack of time what's the biggest issue I'm constantly fighting with. 

Yeah, I know you've heard that one from me already and numerous times. Sorry! I'm sick of repeating it too! Unfortunately, that doesn't affect my feeling of being almost entirely powerless to change something. 

My inbox is the perfect picture of my current state. Messy and cluttered with the long-lasting struggle of lacking the time! My inbox, in short! 

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Posted on Thursday, December 6, 2018 

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This is my entry for @mariannewest's [*"Day 411: 5 Minute Freewrite: Wednesday - Prompt: inbox"*](https://steemit.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-411-5-minute-freewrite-wednesday-prompt-inbox) 

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