There are 2 more new GoPro 13s on the way, and... I keep thinking about the gift my brother got me and another one the Universe seems to have gifted to me and... 

I have a feeling it's going to be pretty amazing when it cools down and I can go out and adventure again. <3 
Life is already amazing just laying in bed and resting or hanging with my parents or working or going swimming or whatever.

I'm still often saddened by what happened to David and Amanda and just the general injustice and hardship in the world, but... I'm trying to find my peace and happiness continually because I love myself enough now and I realize that we have the choice in regard to how we feel.

Grieving has it's place, we're all human... But, the main lesson I learned from my 8 years of depression was to "not live there", so... I'm doing my best to try to dwell in more grateful thoughts. 

All that being said... I feel like last year was so surprising and so amazing in regard to all this adventure stuff and I feel like this next upcoming season is going to be similar. 

It's hard if not maybe impossible to top last year, however... I have so much more experience, knowledge, awareness, teamwork, and new gear... Plus I'm excited as heck and passionate to get out there and...

When we go public with all this things are going to be crazy for me and probably change a lot. 
I'm hopeful and maybe even optimistic that I'll be able to get my own vehicle and then take this adventure even further and... Who knows where it will all go. Part of the fun will be finding out. <3 

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