Heh. 

Once again.. What have I got myself into.. 
I tend to probably confront people I shouldn't and I tend to put myself on peoples radar I probably shouldn't.

Okay.. So.. Recently a good friend of mine introduced me to this growing YouTube personality named Jordan something, I forget his last name.
His show on YouTube is called "Destroying The Illusion"(I'm prertty sure).
Good name for a show by the way! Sorta similar to infowars, and I mean that in a good positive complimentary way.. 
Really good brand name for people to latch on to and remember and wanna come back to.

I generally like the guy, though I feel like.. He says a lot of stuff is true that isn't.. Like almost everyone.
But.. I've caught a number of times where he reported something one way and then I google it and it's not that way at all and he's sort of.. 
Either creating his own narrative, or going with the narratives others have created..
Like many of these people do, they often pull from a stream of other sites and then just report on what other people reported.
So there's a good chance he gets a lot of his news from new age sort of infowars type sites.

That's fine, I can overlook someone doing that from time to time, or even somewhat often if they appear to have a good personality/energy and also provide useful content.
Which he does excel in those other areas in my opinion. He could just be the.. Sort of.. "NEW" wave of Alex Jones type people, and he could certainly be an insider.. 
Though I have a feeling he's legit, and just in a lil deep for the type of stuff he's claiming without actually doing the research to be more fair about it.

One of my main problems with this guy is his continued open-mindedness to Trump being a secret good guy.
It really annoys me when someone has a huge following and puts out the air of being someone who is a "deep researcher" and a trustworthy or reliable one and they miss some of the simplest stuff.. Like Trump is clearly not a good guy and never fucking will be.
Trump is like demon spawn, and he would likely admit that to just about anyone if it wouldn't jeopardize his gains.
He practically does admit it anyways just in the his behavior and the way he acts and lives and speaks.
You don't even really need him to admit it, it's just clear by how he lives and in his body language.

So hearing that shit makes me cringe, makes me not wanna watch as much.. I mentioned it once before and got ignored.
Yet Jordan has such a huge following now, I wouldn't expect him to respond to people much anymore. 
Once you get to that level of fame, you can't keep up with it all anymore. 
Assuming he ever did in the first place, I don't know. 

Anyways.. Moving on..

The other day he had Robert David Steele on his show. 
Someone I used to really like as well.. Dude has don some amazing things and put out some great speeches and info.
AND.. He's former CIA... So he really should know what he's talking about in regards to stuff like Trump.

Yet somehow he still thinks Trump might be a good guy..
After a while I hear him saying stuff like..  And I'm paraphrasing.. 
"Trump could be the greatest president in the history of America, IF he does certain things"..
(WTF?!?!?! TRUMP THE GREATEST PRESIDENT IN AMERICAN HISTORY!? I can't believe he even got elected, he's a fucking horrible human being. *deep breathes, calm  yourself*)

Though.. Robert is expressing doubt that Trump will do these things and he's not feeling it..
And his letters are being ignored and stuff... 

Yet.. I'm just like.. Are you playing multiple sides here?
How can you not know how horrible of a person Trump is? How can just about anyone not know, let alone a former CIA guy??

My only conclusion is that this guy who I thought was on our side and who I thought was like a hero, and in some ways.. Maybe he still is.. But..
I can only imagine that he is either deluded in one of two senses. He is either intentionally being deceptive.
OR.. He is just so... "conditioned" by the American way of life and "government"... That he can't speak out too much against the system as he still believes in it.

Even though he talks a lot of open source, I do not get the impression he is an anarchist or a TRUE proponent of the highest principles of freedom. 
I also no longer think Stephan Molyneux is a true anarchist as he also supports Trump and through Trump the corrupt government as well.
I lost trust for Alex Jones long before his support of Trump.. Though.. He's another big name..
There's a couple others as well in the alternative movements who are big, but somehow got tricked by Trump.. I don't fucking get it!

These are suppose to be smart critical thinkers who question even their own questions.. Yet they're not, they're blindly jumping on the back of tyranny after claiming to be outsiders themselves and gaining huge audiences of "dissidents" so to speak.
It's so fucking strange and weird. 

"The best way to control the opposition, is to be the opposition"...

So I left a comment on Robert's comment on Jordan's video.
Explaining why I don't understand anyone who has got deep into this research could.. 
Still think Trump is a good guy or could be a good guy.
And, no response yet.. Probably won't get one from either of them.
However.. It's there, for everyone to see.. So in the future if anyone goes there and reads the comments, they will see a few people who disagreed. Which is good.
At least some of us didn't act like lemmings.

Though.. I'm also thinking.. Maybe was dumb.. If he's former CIA, and not on "our" side.. I shouldn't have put myself on his radar.
I tend to do that from time to time, I just can't seem to keep my mouth shut when I feel it's important to speak..

You know.. There's a lot of fake "astro turf" type truth movements rising.. Many if not most of them probably very infiltrated and controlled.
Though I also think there's some really good individuals who are getting DEEPER to the point where.. We fucking know stuff we probably shouldn't know.
We know stuff that seriously conflicts with the way things are being run. And while our numbers are still fringe, we are indeed growing.
I think there will have to be some kind of confrontation eventually, though sometimes I feel like it could go either way and people could get dumber and more complacent and accept slavery and injustice even more.

Anyways.. More than ever I see most of these "big names" in the alternative movements as just more shepards.
Guiding their flocks. 
If you're smart enough to escape the mental prisons of the more obvious cages in society and work your way into the alternative movements..
There's a lot more cages there for you. 
Matrixes within matrixes.. Is it ever possibly to truly unplug?
I don't know. Though I can see through many of their more clever illusions these days.

While those I used to surround myself with still seem to be.. Stuck in a lot of ways
Still believing in their politicians and presidents and so called alternative truth speakers.
Still not enough individuals yet. Still too many herds going with the flow. 
Will we ever break free?
I'm not sure anyone knows.

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