Just Thinking the  Die

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tomorrow, if I die, what I have that shows my life has meaning?

drunken father, mother crying, sister dying, and I'm too weak to start shouting,

so many people affect my life make me no longer myself

I have no purpose in life, because I think there is no point in life, why did God give me this life?

tomorrow, if I cry, why should I wipe my tears?

broken apart for years "I never want to remember"

so many people break my heart, but not so come to fix it,

they just give her hand to hit me, but never to help me,

and maybe you wonder why I keep looking down,

wonder why I sometimes tend to feel lost even when I find it,

and you wonder why I sometimes feel like I just have to live a high life,

wonder why I sometimes feel like lifting two middle fingers into the sky,

so tomorrow, if I die, my life is not really meaningful,

and tomorrow, if I cry, in my face tears will continue to flow

even though I have a painful life, I will stay strong, that's what I say

and maybe if tomorrow comes, maybe this pain will disappear,

no matter what, I still have control to manage my future,

this is my life, my way, that's what I know,

and tomorrow, if it comes, maybe this pain will disappear,

because tomorrow, as we know, is a new day.