Yes, the grief did soften me but at the same time
reality·@bayazardi·
0.000 HBDYes, the grief did soften me but at the same time
NO. Yes, the grief did soften me but at the same time it makes me want to kill myself. I wake up every morning and wish I were dead. No, my suffering did not strengthen me. There are days I get six panic attacks in three hours. Times I can't take a shower because the bathroom walls are too frightening. No, I am not growing. I have no fight left in me and want so desperately to stop existing. I don't even know what else to say. 
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