<center>*English*</center>

I feel empty. 
I'm so empty that it's like I was born with this when the sun goes down. 
The moon that hosted my night came out of my hands. 
She lost every spark of it. 
Only the cicadas remained in the sky. 
The black sky is angry with me because I lost it. 
She was so angry that I lost myself again. 
The sun never existed, the nearest star never existed in the pitch black sky. 
All the pain I've suffered, all the ridiculous happiness I've had, was all someone else's. 
I carried it on me like a weapon that I didn't use until the end.


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<center>*Türkçe*</center>

Boşum. 
Öyle bir boşum ki sanki bununla doğmuşum güneş battığında. 
Gecemin ev sahipliği yaptığı ay çıkmış ellerimden. 
Kaybolmuş her bir ışıltısı. 
Ağustos böcekleri kalmış gökyüzünde sadece. 
Kapkara gök kızmış bana kaybettim diye. 
Öyle kızmış ki yine kendimi kaybetmişim. 
Güneş zaten hiç olmamış, kapkara gökyüzünde en yakın yıldız hiç yokmuş. 
Çektiğim bütün acılarım, yaşadığım saçma mutluluklar, hepsi başkasının emanetiymiş. 
Taşımışım üzerimde silah gibi son ana kadar kullanmadığım.

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P.S. If you know English AND Turkish, I do that too... If you see a translation discrepancy that was on purpose. I did think this is as proper as I could do. Because there are many differences between these languages. 

Not: Hem Türkçe hem de İngilizce biliyorsanız, ben de biliyorum... Eğer çeviri farklılığı görürseniz bunun bilinçli olduğunu bilin lütfen. Bunu yapabileceğim en uygun şekilde yaptığımı düşünüyorum. Çünkü bu iki dil arasında çok fazla fark var.