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In keeping with the day that was dark and gray again, and my overall mood was also very gray and although I didn't have any reason to be anxious yet I felt that way somehow, I decided that today's photos would all be black and white, gray!
I do not want to repeat myself too often, but the periods of bad weather make me mad because it is then very difficult to find a bright subject for photography. On these occasions, everything seems monotonous and almost lifeless, I constantly try to escape from it! Of course, I never run away from the reality that surrounds me, I just don't want to expose myself to some of the dark things that badly affect my spiritual and emotional peace.
I've done a bunch of black and white over the last few days and it's really hard for me to pick the right one right now. Every scene I attended that involved people leaves a deep mark on me. Sometimes I even look some photo for hours and think about a scene I saw that day!
Don't get me wrong, I'm not making some spectacular or dramatic photos, I'm just capturing ordinary real-life moments and scenes that take place before my eyes. Sometimes even the most ordinary landscape photo taken in bad weather seems so depressing to me at least because I am attached to that place on many levels, someone who looks at those same photos will feel nothing at all because there is no emotion in the place that is in the photo!
Just one moment of one's life immortalized in the form of photography is so significant, many times I regretted not photographing some people because now I will never get another chance to do so, namely, these people are dead. Torn away from oblivion, after a few years you realize how valuable a photo is and always look at it again and again.
Life is short, I have regretted numerous times because I did not take a photo at any moment, whether it was really important or unimportant, after a while, all the memories begin to fade and disapeairing, and the photo taken takes you directly back to the scene and refreshes your memory and eventual emotions.
I recently attended a funeral, I have to say right away that I do not like this kind of gathering for many reasons. I was at my neighbor's funeral, later I realized that I had never taken a single photo with him, and I had so many opportunities! I'm guilty! My fault! But I made the decision not to repeat that kind of mistake anymore.
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This is my entry for todays #monomad Monomad Photographic Challenge by @brumest @monochromes
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15.11.2019. Thanks for visiting my photo blog
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<center>*"One Picture is Worth a Thousand Words"*</center>
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