As alot of you know my health continues its ups and downs and the fight gets harder and harder each day. I miss you all here at steemit and really without you all I know i would have lost my strength. Babyloooo is my life and not only my wife. You all know I write her poems and letters and I have shared them all with you. The issue now as before is the constant struggle with costs and meds and the side effects. In this last week I have broken two teeth eating you ready. Freaking spaghetti on one occasion and froot loop cereal on the other, Wait though I have also broken my right foot. Now that alone would drive most nuts and actually thats when I feel the time is getting closer. the burden I feel and yes you all say I am not a burden yet the bills pile up. Anyway my friends please enjoy this poem and I am sorry for being absent. I have missed you all.

Poem Titled -  I will always wait

Backgammon, laughing, loving, and holding hands 
Whether at concerts or our living room dancing to our favorite bands
When I get to that point and I am gone 
I am asking you to do the lyrics of a favorite song

Just let me go cuz we'll meet again soon
My love for you shines higher than the moon
I will wait for you but please hang around
Where I am I can protect you from the scary clown

I will wait for you until the end of time
because our love is so real and deep
Don't rush from Mexico so keep drinking the vodka and lime
Realize my love I will visit you when you fall asleep

I don't think you or anyone will fully comprehend
How you've touched my life and made the man I am in the end
I don't think you could see how truly special you are
That even on those darkest nights it is you who were my brightest star

You've allowed me at every turn
Something that is very hard to find
True love that makes my heart burn
Not only in my heart but in my body, soul, and mind

I don't think you could ever feel
All the love I have had to give
And I'm sure you'll never realize
You've been my will to live

You are an amazing person
And without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
Completes and fulfills every part of me

When that last Raven sits and tells you a story
Its about us my love and all our glory
From the first kiss that melt my lips
To the hug that you thrust at my hips

Your passion and open ears were always there
To hear any story or problem I had to bare
But what I loved most is the attention that showed that you care
So now my love do all those things you wanted if you think you can dare

Because you need to know I am close and the ravens will fly
to guide you when ready to me in the sky
many years will pass and you will enjoy all you have in your life
But do not worry because Forte, Max and I will wait for my wife

My lips will feel the same and the smile will be bright
Because the ravens will guide you and I know it will be a sight
you walking to me and that smile you always would share
so again my love live and do all that you dare.

I will always protect you if I am allowed by the man
I will ask when I get there to protect you the best I can
The Ravens will caw and will tell me when you will be on your way
we will walk our boys, hold hands and kiss everyday.

I love you Babyloooo

**YOU MY LOVE**
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**FORTE**
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**MAX**
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**MY HEART IS ALWAYS A FLUTTER NEAR YOU**
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