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I am so disgusted. Absolutely outraged. Not ONE thing I have read is consistent on what is now deemed the largest and deadliest single shooter attack in US History. None of the stories add up or align. He killed himself. The cops killed him. He was married and his wife was oversees. His lady friend was possibly in the room with him, some sources say she was arrested, others claim different stories. Some say he had 'converted to islam' and this was ISIS, others say ISIS is uninvolved. WHEN?!??! When will we have access to our constitution given right to informed news, ALL the news, and the right to know the going ons in our own country? ALL these people dead or hurt? And no substantial truth in sight on what ACTUALLY happened. And im not talking about random propaganda sites or the national enquirer. Im talking major news groups with consistently inconsistent stories amongst them. I just want to feel safe. This is causing nothing but panic and chaos. And the fact that our news is controlled and monitored and altered to make sure we see what THEY want us to see really gives me the most uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. We, as Americans, deserve the truth. Im having a hard, hard time standing behind my government these days. I love my country, and my freedoms. But take away the latter...does the first still apply? Is it wrong if I feel it doesnt? Id like to think im a good american. But all I see is terrible patterns pointing a solid arrow towards mayhem. One can only hope I am wrong. Maybe a trip to Canada, eh?

But my heart and soul is weeping for these victims and their families, as well as the entertainers that now have to deal with this horrible experience where they should have been bringing people together in peace with their music. The word "sad" can hardly do this justice. Its heartbreaking, Heartwrenching, and just plain *evil*.  Why did this happen? Why snap and decide to end your life, or whatever his intent, but then take over 50 people with you?? 400+ injured. Hundreds of people mentally and emotionally scarred for the rest of their lives.... When is the violence going to end????

Any proven accurate information depicting the events and outcome of this attack, or relevant factual news articles please post below!
Also, for anyone that is as deeply effected emotionally as I am by this, here is a song to help warm the coldness and bring some positivity and maybe ease some of the heartache.... this song always helps soothe my soul #KeepOnTruckinJam #BeGratefulForEveryDay 
https://youtu.be/E_Vt4MlbM0c