I Slept Good Today But I Am Longing For An Eternal Rest Alreadyπ€ππ»ππ»ββοΈ
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0.000 HBDI Slept Good Today But I Am Longing For An Eternal Rest Alreadyπ€ππ»ππ»ββοΈ
<center></center> <center>__The Combination Of Easing Of Pain And Muscle Relaxation__</center> Yesterday I wasn't able to sleep well and my body hurted as ef because the dialysis washed away the effects of my NSAID pain-reliever so I have thought taking one tablet again to free me up of my misery. It has been like this lately and I really have to take my pain reliever so that I can move easily otherwise I would be in constant pain everyday I also have thought of telling my mother to buy me my Gabapentin so that it would also help me with my intermittent sleep problem. So I took that one as well so that I could have a good sleep plus some additional alleviation of my pain.Yes it worked and by the past 12:00 AM this morning I just decided to sleep as the effects of Gabapentin on me is apparent, I am finally sleepy. <center></center> <center>__Having Relief From My Pains Is What I Am Praying Everyday__</center> Well anyway the bad thing is that I am in a severe pain and I am forced to take some pain-reliever that I do not like because of its side-effects on my body's red blood cells as NSAID pain reliever destroys RBCs making the patient anemic or at least make their RBC count low. That is why I am a bit angry with my Parathyroid medicine as it is not working well plus I am getting holes in my pocket at the same time because of its prohibitive cost. I really can't do anything now but to pray to God to just help me and don't let me go in a very bad state of health because it is already too much to bear. <center></center> <center>__I Already Exhausted With All My Life-long Burdens__</center> I am just enjoying things left in me like the occasional good sleep that I get and getting the ease from my body pains and food that I enjoy eating during dialysis. Other than those I couldn't think of something that I can enjoy so this life really sucks in all fronts and what I wanted is for everything going worse to stop and I would be happy if that happens. <center></center> <center>__I Just Wanted To Rest Even Eternally__</center> [Img Src 1]() [Img Src 2](https://www.shutterstock.com/video/clip-1029331790?irgwc=1&utm_medium=Affiliate&utm_campaign=Pixabay%20GmbH&utm_source=44814&utm_term=https%3A%2F%2Fpixabay.com%2Fvideos%2Fsearch%2Frelaxing%2F) [Img Src 3](https://pixabay.com/images/id-622151/) [Img Src 4](https://pixabay.com/images/id-3317566/)
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