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I think I had gotten officially disabled when finally on that particular day of 2013 my spinal one suddenly collapsed and I suffered a terrible back pain that made me bedridden for two weeks. When I was finally able to walk I had noticed the big difference on my stature as well as my breathing because my internal organs got squeezed by the collapsed back bone. It made me have the trouble walking until I cannot walk or travel anymore. In addition, my disfigured face compounded the problem, and so it made a big impact on my my social life, for I do not want too be  seen by people anymore.

So no more casual trips to my favorite restaurant to have a bonding time with my nieces, nephews, my siblings, my in-laws, and parents. The last time in McDonalds when I was waiting at the table there was this lady staring at me. It made me uncomfortable. When I got home I checked upon my image in the mirror because I wasn't using it lately. There I learned why the lady was staring at me, because I look abnormal. It was the last time I went to Mcdonalds.

Then it made me think about my situation and summed up the result. I am in a big trouble. I am now worried if something happened to one or both of my parents?  My father is the one that takes me to the dialysis center twice a week and my mother cannot drive. Both of them are already old although still strong and able. And so if no one would be around for me especially with this situation that I am into then it's just a major worrisome subject for me.

You could say hire someone to assist me, it is not feasible for my financial capacity. I only earn a little from crypto trading and maybe here. Maybe I also I can do better here but the expense will still not be that negligible. It boils again to another worry, my financial situation. Because I am the one that is financially supporting myself although my other brother gives me some assistance, I do not want to drag him even further. In fact no one in the people around me has the obligation to help me, it is just some people are heaven-sent and you know who you are and who they are.

So what I am doing about it? I do not worry much, I just go on about my life because some things are beyond my control and that is a fact and worrying much will just add problems. So I will just be braver and face the music that I do not want to hear. I also am trying to look for ways to earn money so that at least I will not be as hard-up as the patients that I see having trouble with their finances.

I am also quite lucky that I learned to trade crypto currencies, it is indeed fun and exciting to trade although all my positions went long because of the crazy BTC price that just dragged the altcoin prices down. Incidentally it added to my worries but it's OK because of Steemit community. I had found the best community in the Internet, total strangers helping me out and you can notice it in the earning on my posts. I am  sure that it will go back to her tenfold. The symbiosis here is even better than most organizations although we have to sweat it out here, maybe I can mange, for I also love writing.

I also listen to my favorite music in YouTube since I am using a windows tablet which I also installed a sound enhancer, I get to enjoy a superb sound output from my tablet for my movie and music sound plays. Here below is one of my favorite classical piece that was created by a famous French composer Vivaldi. As some say, it is a light and cheery classical music which I listen very often. Enjoy.

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