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Dear Dad,

Where are you? If you are here please leave a comment below, I need you in my life again. When you left, I lost a part of me and I’m hurting. How can you just walk out of my life and not come back? Do I not mean anything to you? I am sorry if I have a lot of questions but I need answers. No matter how many wrongs there are, we can right our wrongs if you know what I mean. I will be the bigger person and apologize for not listening to you when you told me to do something, and I am sorry if you feel like I am the one that tore the family a part. We can erase the past and start fresh again. It is not fair that you will leave out my mom’s life and take our relationship with you. That was cold hearted, I felt like trash or a lost soul when you did that. I forgive you for giving me a black eye when you whipped me with the belt. I told the police that it was an accident so you wouldn’t get in trouble, that’s love, but I was also scared of you. You have missed out on so many years of my life and I am giving you the opportunity now to step up to the plate if you want to be in my life again before it is too late. I just want to call on my one and only dad when I am having problems. Now that I am an adult, two can play that game but I will always respect you no matter how much it hurts. 
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Do you really want to be another statistic in the world full of men who don’t want to be a father to their kids? Well, you are already one of them because I haven’t received a Happy Birthday card, wished a Merry Christmas, or nothing. When Father’s Day comes around every year, I give my mom the Father’s Day card because she has been more of a Father (and a Mother) than you have, but it is not too late. I won’t hold a grudge if you just show your face. I won’t question you or have hate in my heart. Right now I am furious because it has been years and I haven’t heard anything. 
Growing up I felt like I was dating you with the abuse from previous relationships that did me know good because you showed me how a man was supposed to treat a woman, but now I am stronger and I see you for who you are. I love myself too much to take manipulative and controlled behavior like you did to me and mom. I have tougher skin and I thank you for making me who I am today.
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I know you may have divorced mom, but when you divorced her, you also divorced me. When you left, you took a piece of my heart with you, but since you really hurt me, it was also bitter sweet because I didn’t have to take the verbal, mental, and physical abuse you put this family through. Now that I am an adult, I am more understanding and forgiving because I am a part of you and I just want to be a family again. I am not asking you to be with Mom again, I am just asking for a family night to the movies or out to eat or catch up on the photo albums that are filling up without you. At this point, I would be happy with a text or a call.
I want you to know with you not responding back is really hurting me, but know that no matter what you do, I will unconditionally love you. Please if you are reading this message, just respond back in the link below and let me know that you are okay and that you still love me. I don’t want to finish life without you, neither do I want the last time I see you to be at your funeral (life is too short). Are you really going to live life being this way to the family who loves you? Blood is thicker than water, and I feel like you are gonna need me one day, and I hope that day is now. So don’t be a stranger, respond back ASAP. I love you dad!
P.S
I dedicate this song to you “because of you”
https://youtu.be/Ra-Om7UMSJc

								Love,

								Your Daugher

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