So I am finally back !

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·@cynetyc·
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So I am finally back !
<center>Hello Friends!</center>
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So actually I am back for some time now at my home ...but I felt and feel very numb ...this contracts have taken a big mental stress on me ...
I try to snap out of this feeling and to be honest I think that sometimes is better not to feel nothing at all.
I would like it to just  work without feeling nothing...maybe just satisfaction for a job well done.
But then again is like falling into an abyss and feel that I lost myself ...

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it is the holidays and New Year is coming....maybe it will be a far better year...So let us look on what I did in this last contract on board Celebrity Equinox. 
In 4 months I had time only 2 times to go outside and ...just walk so I tried to use my time for good things:

- a trip with the submarine
- a trip by car in Santa Lucia

This is the video with my trip with the submarine
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9a2P0oZSmsQ&t=599s

It was about 200 m deep or 656 feet so it was not so deep ...
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We started by going towards the submarine with a small boat.
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I seen only few fishes...maybe they were sleeping...but it was a good and fun day.
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We caught on camera a wreck that was down there at the bottom.
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The views were kinda blurry but still it was nice.
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Second trip was with a small car on Santa Lucia as you can see in this small video:
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2M5GVJcM5is


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During my contract we did have some other funny events...
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Here we have been in Cozumel and our captain, Kate, she bought some mucha lucha masks for us.
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Now here was an interesting event that we made for her birthday and also as a -Thank you- because from now on she will be the captain for another vessel, Edge.
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These were the most beautiful and fun events from my last contract . I hope that 2020 will bring new and beautiful gifts for us all!
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I am Cynetyc and I thank you for spending few minutes and reading my article!
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