Feelin’ As If A Life Has Passed - Blockchain Coffee “Beach Towel”
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0.000 HBDFeelin’ As If A Life Has Passed - Blockchain Coffee “Beach Towel”
<center></center> <br> Sleep, long overdue I feel awoken not by my surroundings but from something inside. That very feeling that woke me the day my mother passed. Seldom does it happen these days though remaining distantly familiar..... <center></center> Shook from the core, woken from my medicated slumber not something easily done. Not my surroundings and not a desire to be awake or feeling rested either. It’s a feeling I can only describe as “nothing” or “void of feeling” that very thing that consumes me when faced with a passing life! I know it without needing to know it, that morning ohh so long ago 5:16 was the time on the clock. I only found out much after that was the minute of her death. My mother, I wish I had been there then maybe I would have been able to say goodbye... though I know circumstances she was unconscious and very unlikely as I had always done I put my career ahead of all else 🤦♂️ I held hope she would pull through and I have learned a valuable lesson on how our time on earth is all we really have from that one. Today I do not know the reason, I have checked on those I care about already and things seem stable. Maybe it is due to being ill and medicated itself but it shook me nonetheless. I’m up and doing stuff though I should still be resting, I need to work off that feeling. Did the dishes, now on laundry, after that I’ll start to vacuum. Sitting here now waiting for whomever is in the machines to move along and looks as if the majority of what I have are just loads of ***beach towels*** 😅. We have hand-me-downs, from my father mostly which those came from my Nana & Papa. Back in the good old days when a normal towel covered all your parts twice over. While ill I have been certain to only use my towel for a single day in hopes of a quicker recovery.... Sitting here wondering what the meaning is of this feeling today.... If I’m still not able to relax I’ll go try find somewhere to meditate and see if that feeling has any message I can pull through. <center></center> Alright well that is that, laundry started time to vacuum and hopefully be able to lay back down and rest the remainder of my day... still find it odd how my knee jerk reaction to stress is a Blockchain Coffee writing but it has helped once again 👌 <br> <center>[](https://steempeak.com/@d00k13)</center> <br> ### <center>Check Out The [FreeWriteHouse](https://steemit.com/@FreeWriteHouse) Prompt Of The Day By [MarianneWest](https://steemit.com/@MarianneWest)</center> <center>[](https://beta.steemit.com/trending/hive-161155)</center> #### <center>[Look For The 5-Min #FreeWrite Daily Prompt On MarianneWest’s Blog](https://steemit.com/@MarianneWest)</center> <br> [](https://discord.gg/CsqcfSx) <br> ## <center>💖 Supporting Those Who Support The Platform 💖</center> <center><a href='https://d.tube/#!/v/onelovedtube/z9f0z2l9'><img src='https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/244353477579374602/663490152710012947/image0.jpg'></a></center> | ***Have you seen what this young man does for STEEM and DTube?*** -| -| From developing the #OneLoveDTube projects to running a Steem Witness and DTube Leader, even instructing those who need help along the way! Steem & DTube could use more people like TechcoderX! If you appreciate what he does for all of us please support him with your vote on both Steem as Witness and DTube as Leader! You can get in touch with this young man through our [Community Discord Server](https://discord.gg/CsqcfSx) the door is always open, we would love to hear from you! # <center>Vote TechCoderX As Witness & Leader</center> - Vote as Steem Witness: [https://steemitwallet.com/~witnesses](https://steemitwallet.com/~witnesses) - Vote as DTube Leader: [https://d.tube/#!/election](https://d.tube/#!/election) <br> <center>[](https://partiko.app/referral/d00k13)</center> <center>[](https://skl.sh/2P7tflQ)</center> <center>[](https://actifit.io/signup?referrer=d00k13)</center> <center>[](https://app.koho.ca/referral/01M969GQ)</center> <center>[](https://couriers.skipthedishes.com/application)</center> <center>[](https://shakepay.me/r/SINZ6RJ)</center>
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