In my not so confused state of mind I thought to myself,  what does it matter if I'm able to attain some particular goals I've set for myself this year! 
 We'd had a family chat the other day and my dad spoke about how important it was to set goals for yourself be it in a day, a month  a year even a week.  I specifically remember him saying it was important to make this goal work out and brought to  fruition.  But can I just say I've developed a fear of the future,  it's become a phobia I'm not willing to elaborate on. A lot of what ifs and how can constantly run through my head. 
 It's almost the third month already and even though I've realized I've got nine more months I'm thinking " can I get through to achieving my aim for this year"?