Why Is Existing This Hard?
hive-102879·@davidbright·
0.000 HBDWhy Is Existing This Hard?
<center>***Make a pact with yourself today to not be defined by your past. Instead, shake things up today! Live through today. Don’t just exist through it - LIVE through it!*** **-Steve Maraboli-**</center>  <sub>[source](https://pixabay.com/es/photos/negocio-papel-caf%c3%a9-mesa-taza-3240767/)</sub> <div class="text-justify">  Why do emotions cloud our every action to a point where we do more wrong than right? Regardless of the extensive conversation we can have of righteous actions and wrongful deeds, sometimes things are just wrong and there is nothing we can do to make them right. Whether we like it or not, there is always that one day when everything we have done knowingly or not catches up with us. The repercussions of the tiny mistakes we made and the little things we forgot about, often ends up building up and swallowing us on the most unfortunate days. Why do they have to collide at the same point? It seems like the world thinks we can take much more than we already do. The day-to-day unfairness we go through due to the doubts we have, the overthinking and anxiety and depression and loneliness and much more feelings weighing us down like those hidden insecurities, the way we keep hitting ourselves for the things we have been doing like the people we have hurt and keep on hurting cause we're just a disagreeable piece of shit. To tell us how crappy we've become, I've realized that all of the sad facts of our life that can be written down and all those we can only understand through feelings don't seem to matter anymore. But why is it so hard to be good enough? Why do we fail on things we've done hundreds of times when they're needed the most? Let's not even get started on the 'overlooks', everything is just too much to bear. ##### <center>Why is existing this hard? Is the pain really worth living? Why is it so hard to stop existing?</center>  I just want the earth to open and cuddle me beneath it's dirt. I guess It will be safe in there. It seems like those silly emotions I felt during my teen years ain't silly anymore. The emotions might be the same but the feelings are now far from being called silly. The so called love we all crave and desire still exists in adult life in its complicated nature. The cringes are pronounced now more than ever. Mistakes with multiple scenarios of losses that not only raise self doubt like the teen years but threatens so much life aspects keeps reoccurring. I can't cry about any of this because I have to stay strong for the sake of others. This is why I always tend to just shove it all down and try to keep my head up, fighting to fix everything within me as much as I can. ###### <center>But really, why is existing this hard? Existing is just too difficult and I just want to resign, I want to start living.</center> > *When you stop existing and you start truly living, each moment of the day comes alive with the wonder and synchronicity.* <sub>[**-Steve Maraboli-**](https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/existing#:~:text=%E2%80%9CWhen%20you%20stop%20existing%20and,with%20the%20wonder%20and%20synchronicity.%E2%80%9D&text=%E2%80%9CThere's%20a%20difference%20between%20living,you%20love%20what%20you%20do.)</sub> ***Thanks for visiting my blog.***</div>
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