大家好鴨。好酒不濺。我是拉叔，一名保險公司的職員，也是業餘部落格愛好者，喜歡寫日誌、散文等。可是，最近不知是否因為工作導致身心疲累，越發嚴重的踏空感又再次來襲。

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五月很快過完了。以前每一年我都會找糖糖@windowglass 還有 @winniex 合唱五月的青杏，可今年不行了。拉叔自從去年把門牙處理掉以後，一直處於漏風狀態。一直無法咬詞的我，別說唱歌，連說話都有問題。比如，恭喜發財現在已經變成恭喜花柴了。所以，也沒有唱。我找了一下K歌，將鏈接發給糖糖我的好朋友，我們一同重溫一哈。

六月的第一天，我們開車趕去馬六甲探望小拉拉。小傢伙第一次出遠門參加生活營。拉叔也好想念小時候的自己，因為我小時候也經常去生活營裝酷泡妞。我們帶著大小姐一同三人行去馬六甲走走看看，好懷念以前小時候的大小姐也經常跟我們一起來玩。不過，現在不同了。帶著個計時炸彈在身邊，也不知隨時會爆發。

目前是學校假期，我們也沒有特別節目。接過了小拉拉我們即回程。家裡一大堆有的沒的需要打掃搞衛生。我們鄰居小張去世了以後，他已經離婚的前張太回來裝修房子，說會帶著三個女兒回來住。拉叔很是不解，郎才女貌，都是很好看的傢伙，三個女兒也非常漂亮，亭亭玉立，為什麼會離婚呢？看著張太還真是有一絲絲的同情。唉……扯得有點太遠了，是說他們家裝修，所以我們家灰塵特別多，打掃也特別苛刻。

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至於工作，放了假回來，問題一大堆必須解決。於是，拉叔又開啟了玩命三千，加班趕業績。這些業績好像一直趕不完，五百萬是沒有可能了，現在都半年了，離一百萬還有一點距離，我就不相信會有四百多萬的奇蹟。不過，總不能躺平等開槍啊。也可能最近一直趕，已經好久沒有試過的踏空感又回來了。幾乎每個晚上都會有一次突然緊張，一腳踏了個空，然後醒了，睡不回。昨晚更離譜，連續踏了三個空。

今天想了一下，好像是因為最近停了寫作，沒有地方疏解，精神狀態緊繃。馬上水一貼，搞一下情商。今天下午再看看把那天馬六甲之旅的照片發上來給大家分享。希望可以得到一些安慰，不再踏空。

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