How does it feel

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·@davidke20·
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How does it feel
Ice been trying to make post daily since beginning of this year. I made a promise to not break it. I have continued posting for almost half a year. During this period, even the hardest time when I was celebrating the lunar new year, I'm still making post.

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Good thing is, I have consolidated my Chinese account into this 1 account. So I don't need to crack my head just to make up the post and trying to "claim" votes. Back then, I made a new account because I need a Chinese account to make curation for the local Chinese content.

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And now, I guess I'm one of the three Malaysian blogger whom blog in Chinese. There's really no need for me to run #cn-malaysia anymore. If I post anything in cn-malaysia, I guess the only person I will bump into is @lovelemon. So, why bother?

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Therefore, it's only fair that if I can be true to myself, whether do I really care for the community? Or I make the post just for the vote? I know I can simply make up more posts by breaking down my article into pieces, or do short posts with some of those communities allowed, but I refused to. Well, don't get agitated if you feel like I'm implying you. I'm just saying it doesn't work for me because I literally have not enough time to write so many giant article in a day.

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I feel like I want to give my best to my reader, rather than rack up a pile of words just to claim some vote. I do still have the idea in my head. For the most part of ASEAN Hive,  I'm known as the KFC man. I can introduce my love for fried chicken over and over again and still have the next KFC story to tell. The problem is, too much of a fried chicken is not good for our health, so as fried chicken article are not good for the readers.

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Couple of day ago, I finally broke my new year resolution. I'm supposed to continue writing for the rest of the days in 2022. Somehow I found enough excuses and procrastination, I stopped posting for 2 days straight. It doesn't feel right because on one side of the brain tells me I could have just slap a photo, make a few words and boom. Claim some of that basic votes, and call it a day.

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The other side of my brain, I kept telling myself I'd rather not post if I don't have anything better to post. In the end, whatever we write in a post, reflecting how much effort we put in. I should stop feeling bad for stop posting for a day or two. And I need to stop continue writing this page, because nobody wanna read wall of text with bunch of photographs which has absoparkinglutely not related to the article. I just hope to share with you how I feel about the missing two days and I'm feeling great now that I'm continue posting, but I will not force myself to sacrifices too much just to make up the post.

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This is also a non scheduled post. I was actually working on a giant post about the 2nd episode of Kledang hill, but the app crashed right after I hit the post button and not save even a single word in draft. I almost smashed the phone, and saw these beautiful scene. I seldom leave my workplace at these hours, either before dawn or after. Whilst snapping photos, walking to my parking lot, this whole article came to my mind. There's always tomorrow, and next time. I don't have to smash the damn phone just because the app crashed.  It's still cheaper than buying a new phone just to found out the crash were caused by the app and not the phone 🤣
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