20,000 Bitshares, Moving to a secured apartment, and Buying a new computer to run a Bitshares Node
bitshares·@docmastery·
0.000 HBD20,000 Bitshares, Moving to a secured apartment, and Buying a new computer to run a Bitshares Node
>I was so close getting to 20,000 Bitshares 1000 more and I was all set. I reached too far and got too close the Sun. Everything we/I worked hard for was instantly flushed down because of the BEARS. It took so long and now I'm back to square one. Now, all I have is nothing. Time will never stop for me, I need to move fast or I'll be left behind. My dreams stands still, I'll continue what I have started. <br> ### 20,000 Bitshares I was so close reaching 20,000 Bitshares. All I have to do is wait till Bitshares price goes up, but instead, the price flushed down as everyone panics to save their remains. Bitshares price fell from $0.67 to $0.25 in just 2 days. There was nothing I can do, I was hoping for the market to recover instead Bitcoin crashed more breaking down the $12,000 support. Now all I can do for now is wait until everything is exhausted. <center></center> All fell in just one giant swoop. Now. . . I have nothing. All I wanted is to have a support for myself so I can continue to my next goal. I was so happy, just a little more further and I will move on to my next goal.<br><br> ### Moving into a more secured place. This is where I live as of the moment. A small square room the windows are made of glass that can be broken anytime, nothing to protect me when someone will try to rob me. <center></center> Sorry for the messy room/apartment. All I wanted is security before moving on to my next goal. But now, my fear of being robbed when I have work will still continue. As I start all over again.<br><br> ### Providing services to my fellow Filipinos to have a better node server here in the Philippines >The plan was to earn enough Bitshares, move on to a more secured place, buy a another computer dedicated for running a Bitshares Node. Everything was moving according to plan. All I have to do is wait for Bitshares to rise and release all my collateral. Bears came. . . Took everything. . . Now, I have to restart all over again. Bitshares Network's Node doesn't have a good connection when it comes to Philippines. Always getting out of sync, can't load the app, needs to close and open the app to refresh information most of the times. How can Filipinos enjoy the DEX specially the new ones that wants to try Bitshares DEX. that's where my idea came to provide my own Bitshares Node to provide better connection to all my fellow Filipinos. When it comes to tech everything is expensive here in the Philippines. From pc parts to internet service providers. To compensate for that I need to have atleast an amount of Bitshares to trade and use the profit for internet fees and pc parts. I didn't noticed that the door for my plans are slowly closing. FUDs from China, and the worst was even some people from Bitshares Community is trying to cause FUDs telling that AriseBank is a scam without even asking for legitimacy.<br><br> ### Restarting all over again There's nothing I can do buy to restart everything and move forward. My goal stands still as I have continue my passion to support Bitshares community. I have to change my style when it comes to trading. Saving my own bitUSD so that I don't need to borrow from the Bitshares Network. For those who thinks that Bitshares will never recover from this. You are all wrong, everything will move forward just like me. Bitshares will come stronger and better. Now that "AriseBank has acquired two banks". Soon you will see ATMs with AriseBank and Bitshares logo with it. Some smart assets like bitUSD will have a major role in AriseBank Decentralize Exchange. From trading, margin and cashing out. All we have to do now is break that margin call wall. Let's all work together as a team. It's time to stop being bearish and start digging that wall. <center></center> For those who is willing to help me in my journey I can still save some of collateral by paying the bitUSD that I've borrowed from the Bitshares Network. Read my story here. https://steemit.com/bitshares/@docmastery/got-margin-called-today my account is: doc-mac18 Thank you for your continuous support. . . I'm so sorry that I have let you all guys down. I'll be more prepared next time. All I need is your support. This is Nem Dayao, your Bitshares Enthusiast.