Today was a sad day for me, Bears got me real good. I lost almost everything due to bad to my bad calls. I know there's nothing I can do about it. Life moves on and I'm the only one to blame for my mistake. I know it's not only me there are may others, who suffered the same fate as I did. Lack of awareness, attitude, believing so much that nothing will happen bad. This was kept me believing that market will push further than it is. But there are some people wanted to push the market to lower than it should be. There's also price manipulation did happen not just only outside the Bitshares Community, but worst. . . it happened within the Bitshares community. Everyone panicked saving every ounce of their money. I did a pretty bad call seeing worth of 6000 bitUSD of my Bitshares along with that 37 million sell wall. There's almost nothing left for me except for my self now.

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#### Moving on. . . 

Life as I know it will never be the same, I'll come back stronger than I was before. I did a pretty remarkable job pushing what I have last year. Now, I'm back to nothing. That's what I'm thinking, but that is wrong. I'm still me, alive and still have the will to move forward and live as it is. There's nothing I can do except to accept the fate that happened. Many of us was crushed by the bears. Nothing I can do about it except to move forward again and comeback stronger than I was.

For those who suffered the same fate as me. Don't be hard on yourself. . . That's life we were the one's to blame because of our bad call. This is market trading, everybody wants a piece of cake. 

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#### There she goes

Nothing I can do about it. Life moves on. . . All I can do is to be the strong person I was before. Good luck to everyone! We lose, we win. Winners are the ones that strive to live even at their lowest point. I'll continue my passion to serve Bitshares Network and spread it's "good intent". 

> To those who suffered the same fate as me,<br>Please! Don't blame Bitshares for what happened. Bitshares only goal was to free us from the banks that holds us for as long as we know it, governments that gives us the small fraction of shares even on our bests, fiat that keeps inflating giving us hike that's not even enough to give us a proper life.<br><br>There are bad people and good people outside and within the network. The Bitshares platform is such a great platform. Smart assets(bitUSD, bitCNY), these was made to copy the same value of fiat currency and produce such amount to give demands to people that wanted to save their money in fiat value and also the purpose of this is to be one day used as the main currency as we know it. This wasn't made for us to get doomed, this was made for us to be free. As I told you, there are good people and bad people they can manipulate the price with their FUDs and huge amount of assets. The only thing we can do is be wise not to fall for their trap. LIVE, CONTINUE, BE WISE. Even though there's nothing left for me, I'm still dreaming of reaching 20000 Bitshares :)<br><br>This is Nem Dayao,<br>Your Bitshares Enthusiast

For those who want to help me in my journey. Kindly please drop some bitUSD so I can save atleast some of my Bitshares. Any help would be much appreciated. Thanks to all my upvoters for always supporting me on this journey, I'm so sorry I let you all down :(

Here's my account: doc-mac18