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I've been doing videos for a bit now, and I've really been enjoying them.  They take a LOOOONG time to do though.  They take a lot out of your day, a lot out of you - but all in all - they're still pretty fun!!

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As I was thinking about the things that STOP me from making a video on any given day - I realized that MOST of the reasons have to do with my VANITY hahahaha

 - My hair is a mess
 - I don't feel like putting makeup on
 - Have I gained weight?? *I am POSITIVE I've gained weight* LOL.

Not to mention what I should wear, where I should record... you name it, I've use it as an excuse lolol

And as I was thinking about it, sitting there on my bed - NOT wanting to go out in the rain, hair <u>super un-cute</u>, not only WITHOUT makeup - but last night's mascara darkening the circles under my eyes - I thought.  Yup. We're gonna tackle this VANITY thing head on. hahhaha


So even though this video is kinda like a little "intro" - it DOES hit some raw nerves (with pictures.. ughhhh pictures)  from some sadder times for me.

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## However, I did it for a purpose.

I'm opening the door for anyone who struggles with ANY of the things that I'll be bringing up in this series to say... hey, now you can see that **I've been there too**.  You're not alone and hopefully, by the end of all of these videos - we've kinda acknowledged our flaws, embraced them, and we can even hope to become grateful for how they've shaped and molded us.

This is NOT going to be a series where I'll shame you on one side of the line or the other.  If you love makeup - I hope you feel fabulous every time you get dolled up.  If you love going au natural - ROCK that fresh face!  (I like BOTH!)

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But this IS going to be a series where you're invited to share your vulnerabilities, encourage anyone else whose needing it, appreciate the OTHER opinion, and sink comfortably into our own skin.

Also - if you're in the process of changing something on your body - I'd love to hear about the whole journey!  I'll be sharing things I'm changing on mine!   Hope you're interested in my journey too.

Last but not least, I hope you end up loving who you are on the inside first and foremost.

Wanna join in?  You're invited to watch the video, and begin! hehehe

**MEN** - A LOT OF YOU KNOW, I love giggling and teasing - but I'll just say - this is not the space for a free-for-all 😉 You're more than welcome to drop comments if you're interested in ANY of these topics.  **But tread carefully, please.**  ❤️

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