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If it were up to me
I would be
Something else
But what I don't know.

Would I light the sky
Or hide in the dark? 
Would I climb up high
Or die in a park? 

Would I be a millionaire
Or still this poor husk?
Would I be a hero of care
Or break everyone's trust?

It's not up to me
Thankfully
I am what I am
Whether I like it or not
Life can't be a sham
It is what it ought.

So I'll put away my worries
And live just as I go
Without any hurries
And a little less woe.

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I wish my anxiety wasn't such a monster. I wish I could take my own advice. Unfortunately I'm just numb, a lot. Don't be like me. Be like my carefree words above and stop worrying about what your life "should be". Your life is exactly what it should be.

Even if it seems like it sucks. 

Usually when it seems like it sucks, it's all your perspective. 96%* of the time it could be worse. And usually you are only a few wise choices from getting out of the seemingly endless suck. Just think. Don't fret. Find the steps and follow them. Ask for help. Take advice. Wisely of course.

And never ever ever think you suck. 97%* of people have a skill or talent at *something*. Find your skill or talent. Even if it's the most "useless" something, it's still *something* and proves that you don't suck. Try everything. You only suck if you don't try. 

Now if only I will listen to myself.... 

*statistics pulled entirely out of my derrière. Might be closer to 100% in both cases. Might be way way less... But believe the higher number for your own sanity. 

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