sometimes, it gets the best of me
bit hard
noone to turn to
https://www.naturallife.com/cdn/shop/articles/anxietychirp_540x-1678134570207.webp?v=1678979563&width=540
and then, in times like these, 
i realise there is a silver lining to the grey clouds.
As an orphan
i dont have an xmas dinner i have to go to
which means
when i rang up emergency dental, 
they gave me the option of xmas eve, 
or some time in the new year


clearly they have dentists that are also orphans, 
and get to assist people like me
at double time and a half ;)

win win

was about to post, but i got distracted by discord
they were discussing saint nick, and krampus ;)
https://media.tenor.com/CB57TKc5Fw4AAAAM/cryptoflash-tattoo.gif
https://media1.tenor.com/m/1mD8TxN8H54AAAAd/krampus-venture-bros.gif
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as an orphan, the xmas present im missing most, is underwear
i dont even know what size i am.
i shit you not, the last time i bought underwear, 
i just found a nanna, and gave her $5 
and 5 minutes later, she was back with my size