Mary you are an amazing mind. Your story has so much poetic beauty. The articulation of your vulnerabilities is something equally captivating and sobering.

You are speaking of your journey but also speaking for every human journey. It's like a universal self reflection that transcends individuality.

In that light, I read your words with a potency yet realized. It is invaluable medicine for anyone experiencing similar difficulty or simply seeking spiritual growth.

Like letters written back to oneself that have power to be the reason to keep going. Keep striving to find equilibrium.

Because such is life.

A balance of acceptance of past trauma and a belief and desire to discover or create a future version of ourselves where we can reflect and find value even by those gray times of past.

In this material world, we are strangers, but in consciousness, I feel as if I'm sitting there beside you. In awe of the foggy environment and of you.