My view from the train window


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On the road, I always have something to think about. For the time that I write in blogs, I have had four of them replaced, and with them, some people succeeded others. Someone knew me for a long time, someone had a certain image, someone tried to arrange for me under this image.
For the years of the diary I have changed from romantic, passionately in love, and then forgetting my love, to cynical, pragmatic and greedy for money.
I analyzed what happened to me during all this time, when I invisibly walked through old and new blogs, and then suddenly realized that I had changed. Definitely, irrevocably, desperately and a little unexpectedly. Grew? Unlikely. Rather, I gathered all of myself together and learn how to live with it. Before, I did not know what I love to do, and what I do not like. Could do something for the company, not realizing that this is all NOT mine ... and someone else's.
So who am I? What in me is such that it really has not gone away, but has it become stronger? so here ...
That I love:
I like listening to people. It is to listen to how they say something, but necessarily sincerely, from the heart. Then they wake up facial expressions, which is beautiful. At this moment ALL people are beautiful. I love when they open up, tell their favorite tales, and it's very easy for me to isolate questions from them into "think, understand and solve." I love fairy tales. Or rather, how they affect our lives and patterns of problem solving.
I like to read good books. Highly. to stupefy. To delve into every detail and plunge into the details, draw pictures and admire the way it all goes. That is why I recognize only high-quality literature. I do not want to waste time on the empty. This month I finally finished reading "Ulysses". With the fourth attempt, but yes. I have a lot of books at home to read them, and they all really are worth it.
I love when I have the right kind of detail in my head. That is, you collect opinions, thoughts, images and then the ESSENCE is revealed to you. It is wonderful.
I like to be alone at home alone and manage to do everything that I planned to do. It's inspiring.
I like my work, I like to look at its results.
I like to know myself and what I can do. Learn and study again.
I do not know how to forgive people for a fact, if they do not ask for forgiveness, but wait for Christian morality. Christian morality and in general, any religion is not mine and not for me.
I can fall in love with a man of any gender, but I can equally easily exclude them from my life.
I need space and therefore I have very little furniture at home.
Also, I can paint the wall in the kitchen myself and draw stencils of paravozics there.
I absolutely do not care how they want to dress me and still love the shoes and shoes at low speed.
I'm not a musician and not a movie-seeker. Therefore, I absolutely do not know new products, although I do not think that this is bad. But for the company with someone, I can quite go to the movies for a good film.
I have a calm and interesting life and after I lost my fully paid trip to Stockholm, I'm a fatalist.
I believe and love my destiny.
A lot of love. Provided that now I'm not officially in any ways I'm not. The world also loves me and avenges those who try to harm me. We have an alliance with him.
So much in the world of amazing and unknown, and people waste time - for rudeness, quarreling, suffering and uselessness.
I want that life was not useless .. but I can only make it happy myself.