### I was eighteen years old, had absolutely no life plan, and I was sweating it. I was just weeks out of High School and working as a busboy/dishwasher at The Grill and Skillet diner. This place was gritty, like a diner out of some obscure Hollywood film. Walter, the cook, looked exactly like James Brown. Roaches would drop from inside the range hood right onto the grill. Walter would nonchalantly scrape the scurrying roaches away from the sizzling home fries and into the grease trap without missing a beat. ###

This was extremely hard work, paid nearly nothing but I liked the people there and it was fun when I was still in school. Now that I had my diploma this job lost its luster and it was time to move on to something better. All of a sudden I felt like my life was going nowhere and, even scarier, I had no idea what my next move was going to be. I had two things that interested me, writing and architecture but didn't know how to make a living at either of them. 

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I was also the first in my family to graduate High School and college didn't seem within my grasp. With each day that passed I sank deeper into this abyss of terror and confusion at the realization that I was now an adult and I had to make my way in the world. My father must’ve keenly noticed the state I was in.
 
One morning, he was getting ready to leave for work dressed in his chambray work shirt with his first name, “Verlo” stitched in navy blue cursive letters across the oval white patch on his chest pocket. 

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# Our eyes locked, he looked at me and asked, *“What are you planning to do with your future?”* #

My father’s question was met only by my blank stare accompanied by an orchestra of imaginary crickets.

### *“I could get you on at the shop.” he said.* ###

His offer immediately filled me with a sense of trepidation. My father had been a welder at Allied Fabricating and Welding for as long as I could remember. He worked extremely long days, came home tired, dirty, and smelling like metal. Some nights he would walk the floors unable to sleep due to the pain of flash burns and metal shavings in his eyes. 

Despite all of this his job was honorable, it took great skill, and it provided our family with everything we needed and enough extra to take the family on a week-long camping trip every summer. His job as a welder allowed my mom not to have to work outside of the home while raising my brother and I.


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Even at the age of eighteen I knew I was at a major crossroad. This was a point in which, depending on my choice, a course would be set that would be difficult to veer from. Even though I wasn’t sure what my dreams even were then I knew if I accepted this offer to become a welder it would mean a future with little time or energy to pursue any endeavors outside of this job.

### *I quickly responded with, “I’m sorry Dad, but I don’t want to be a welder.”* ###

My heart was pounding so hard as he silently left for work that morning. I don’t even remember his response but I do remember being concerned that my answer hurt my father’s feelings. I was worried that he would think I was ashamed of him, that he would view me as ungrateful. That couldn’t have been further from the truth. I just knew in my heart his path wasn't my path. I was destined for something else, not something better but something different.
 
### To be continued…installments 2 & 3 of this story are coming soon. ###

~eric vance walton~