I've always said when it comes to relationships that you should never curse a former lover.  It's bad etiquette and at one time that's all you ever wanted so it's almost like cursing yourself.

I opt for "I never want to see you again".  There's a point when someone can cut deep enough that you've lost all interest in that person even as a friend or a part of your life that you never want to revisit.

I've hit that point many times and for many different reasons.  I've hit it again and hard.  I would never rid myself of the feelings of love and joy with my ex because I've never felt them before but I never want to see her again.  I never want to email her again. I never want to talk to her again.  I don't even want to bump into her ten years from now.

Who I've become as a result of her is not someone I'm totally in love with either.  The depression that's overcome me and my uncertainty about my path is also a part of me that I never want to see again.  I'm glad I met her but I'm happier now that she's gone.

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My favorite Mudvayne lyrics
<center><b>*Here I stand now and I'm alone,
With no one to comfort me.
One set of footprints in the sand.
No one to take my hand, I'll .
I'll walk through as long as I need.
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone.
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me.*</b></center>



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