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Welcome and cordial greetings to all  new member #eSteem .. ,,, !! 

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#### Honest..!  Actually I do not want you to go, and also unable to accept your departure, yes indeed I once said: "We do not need excessive chatter again" those words do not mean I told you to leave, in fact I say those words want to wait  spoiled responses and your fear of losing me.  Just like you did a few days ago.  



#### When you pretend to sulk at me, I try to paint you with a variety of ways so that you reply, finally you say: "adx deliberately and want to see how many ways abg seduce adx, but apparently abg really love adk".  Do you still remember those words?  That's what I mean to say that sentence, 



#### I'm waiting for your seduction and persuasion.  And eager to see how to love me.  But ... I'm the one you attacked ... I gave up.  Maybe my way is wrong.  Forgive me.


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#### Now my way of making you misunderstand and reckless to go ,, I am weak, and unable to make you stand by my side.  Maybe ... even a thousand words, a thousand ways I try to keep you by my side, I'm still wrong and blamed.  And still can't melt your heart.  You're right ... I'm just a cowardly guy.  Thank you for those words ...



#### During this time ... I struggled to love you, I was determined and ventured to ignore someone who was related to me, all for your sake, and for the sake of this love.  I maintain and I wake up love and love in secret, I give you strength when they attack you and say you do not deserve to be close to me.  And many things that you are not aware of this struggle.


#### Now ... that effort and struggle have vanished and been trampled upon by being betrayed.  It hurts ... really hurts like a prick ...



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#### *Now I can only surrender and the decision is only in your heart.  I LOVE YOU.  THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, SORRY IF I WERE WRONG ON YOU.*


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***(269) Madein  By @good-darma Rabu Tanggal 19 Februari 2020 Pukul 22:38 wib***


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***Stay loved and keep working... Life is very cruel!***

###### Amazing stay, enjoy the rest of your day. I'm @good-darma !!!! Don't see low prices, five years later to do moon.


















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