The first blessing of the day.
life·@heartbeat1515·
0.000 HBDThe first blessing of the day.
 Above is a picture of solar eclipse that I took myself through an x-ray film as a filter on the 26th december 2019 at 2.09 pm. At first, I was disappointed that I'm unable to get a picture of it while most of my friend got a clear snap of it, until I see the small refection below the sun. # Can you see it too? Seeing a solar eclipse make me feel thankful that I am still breathing at the moment I'm seeing it. A friend of mine told me before that the first blessing of the day is seeing the sunrise for it mean that I am still alive on that day. Being alive is the first blessing after waking up. It's one thing that I can be thankful for each day even if my today might be horribly go awful but it might also be a pleasant day and if I make it through today, there might be a better day tomorrow. As my husband always said, "We are not going to be living like this forever" at the moment that we are at our worst, he always said this to me and I started believing in his word. It didn't take days or month but years and we still living the same as always but within that time frame, there is a better days. There are moment that I decided to give up on hope but because I stayed alive, because I've been granted the first blessing of the day and go through it patiently, I believe that I will be able to live more better days in the future. This is how I made myself stronger each day. I kept on believing for a better future and maybe do some calculations for the possibility of being free of money problems,maybe not free but less. I hold on to my on principal. "It's alright to give up but in the end I must stand up again and keep fighting." By giving up, I don't mean for me to totally give up on doing anything or else. I just want to stop working so hard for a solutions and let the problems rest and follow the flow of the days, the solution might come eventually. I let it pass for a few days and I start thinking of solutions again. Well, it is easier to think in more calmer mind than in stressful mind. The solution might have been there all along, I just didn't see it earlier. That's all for my share of thoughts this time. Thank you for reading and see you all again in my next babbling post. Have a nice day everyone. 
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