When things are not going the way I want it to be.
life·@heartbeat1515·
0.000 HBDWhen things are not going the way I want it to be.
This new year is much the same for me. Well it is just starting right, better give it a chance first. I'm still having the same daily routine with 142 km of journey everyday just for work and it started worst. My car got broke on the 30th of disember 2019 and it is new year eve, nobody is opening workshop on holiday.  Luckily, my husband got a motorcycle and he can send me off to work, at least to the train station.  Our new house still the same, not yet finished but slowly progressing.  I started a small bussiness with my younger sister, which we rent a box at Ohana Trading. I started with selling pre-love cloths, bundles and crochet.   Still looking for ideas on what to sell next. My husband suggested that he will make cutting board from tree and we can sell that too. "Life is not easy, and it won't just happened the way I want and I gave up on pursuing dreams but if I keep on going strong, maybe someday, things would be better just like that." We seem to be able to hold on. It's tiring losing hope each day, more and more problems each day but the only thing I need to do is keep on blogging here hoping that someday I can pay off debt with the help of this platform. I'm glad I am introduced to this platform. At least this is the only thing that I didn't give up on. # For them...  # Especially her...  That's all for now. Thank you for reading. 
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