If overthinking could build a castle, I'd  raise myself a skyscraper, I'm  that good with over thinking, things  often get  too complicated  and obvious  that I don't know how to maintain steeze,  somehow from my mood or facial expression  or body language you will know that something  is definitely wrong with me, I hate it but still I can't  help it, I will just worry....

And the reason is because  I am someone who will meticulously  get things perfectly planned out and will  diligently  and carefully  follow through with the routine to ensure it happens perfectly  as planned, but if anything  goes  out of order at any point in time to mess with my plans or to twart my result  I just loose control and totally  loose orientation...like I'll  just go off balance ..


Few days ago I was having  a talk with my friend   we actually  talked at length and while I explained  my frustration  to him and how I have tried  to curb and atleast  learn how to  pretend  or hold up atleast so it doesn't  really show  how the weight of things affecting me, how I've tried to stop overthinking  cause I really want to win this fight.

Overthinking  or worrying is something  I often find myself in even without knowing. I have tackled  this from the scriptural bases, I know the assurances  and promises of God  still yet its like circumstances  beyond my control, but I won't  give in just yet,
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And so after I had a discussion  with my friend and he told me about how to factor-in the other invisible factors  in to my plan, because  these other invisible factors can over ride our plans  causing things to go off as planned there by making me  to over think  getting myself disturbed  and worked out.

so I learn that while we all have excellent  perfect plans we don't have all the necessary factors to make them happen,  certain things might cause them not to happen  and so the earlier I realise and Incorporate  them into my plans that can actually  help me stay on guide and to switch off lane from plan A to plan B and not experience  heart break.
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As I'm  beginning  the second half of the year I am strongly  laying off every negative thought of regrets, overthinking,  laying off every depressing thought,  I will plan well, hope well, look out for the possible outcome for every event that I plan for, but still  I will  learn to factor the likelihood  and the possibility of things not perfectly going  as plan and so helping  me to incorporate sub-plans into my main plan, this is not being pessimistic  but it being realistic  that we don't really have ability to control all factors to work perfectly  well for  whatever plans to materialise....

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