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Settling into the daily gring. Oh no, my eyesight hads been grinded down. Do I need to give my eyes a chace to wake up on their own?

OH OH OH

trying not to think about furture daily grinds. Just today's grind is more than enough. We'll get through it. We'll drink some coffee in a bit, and our brain will start wirkong better. And we'll maybe go for a run? I mean that's not treally the plan and I don't feel super well, but maybe I'd feel better if I did? I don't know

I want someone to tell me what to do in every moment.
Myabe I'd hate that. But I want someone else to take responsibility for how I manage my time. Because I'm often afaird that I should be running, but then that I'm wasting my best moments running, which I'm wasting instead with "waking up" but the running isn't fun during those moments so am I developing a distatste for that/ It's pretty crazy that just 3 years ago I was joyfully running for 2 hours and 6 plus miles plus cool down stuff. Like, it wasn't that long ago that I had the habit in me. I don't even have to be looking at 10 years ago...It's really just since I 

oh whatever. I'll start again today, ok? I'll go for a run at, let's say, noon. And I will run and walk all the way down to the cvs to pick up my drugs, sorry, stina, not to pick up yours. Yes. I'll do that in a few hours. And first I'll work on taxes. That'll be good. Gotta get them done.

Wow, is it really still not done