Hi, guys!

Today is a day off, but this does not mean that everything in the hospital froze today. My doctor was on duty and my husband came to talk to him, we discussed with him that my depression was aggravating, but he said that so far this is normal. On the change of medications the bottom line is that I am changing the regulatory standards include such drugs as valproic acid, lithium lamotrigine and carbamazepine, now lamotrigine is just being transferred to me, is Carbamazepin And if everything works out well, then I will stay on it, and if not, then I'll have to switch to lithium.


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For a very long time I wanted to draw the picture that you see above, there are lithium batteries and lithium as a regulatory drug, by the way, the first among normative acts and the only one with a proven ability to prevent suicide. Now, being in a psychiatric hospital, I finally drew such a comic picture.My friends who understand what I mean, they really liked it.

Today when I was talking with a girl, a neighbor of the ward, I told her so that I will publish the pictures of my diary on instagram and on facebook. She was very surprised that I was going to say so openly that I was in a psychiatric hospital, yes, this is serious stigma, but I never make a secret out of this. In fact, when I start communicating with a person, and understand that communication will continue, I always warn him/her about that I have an "F" diagnosis, and if a person accepts it, we continue to communicate , and if there is no - no communication. And ultimately it leads to the fact that I am surrounded by people who understand and accept me.


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I promised for a long time to start publishing pictures from my local diary, and today I show you the first 2 of them, they are quite comic and I didn’t try very hard, I tried to relax and allow myself to draw as high quality as I can at the moment, without pushing myself, and this led to the fact that now I draw every day. I hope you enjoyed these two little jokes;)

See you in the next post!
Love, Inber