Hi, guys!

My depression has finally started to lift and I feel like I can live and work normally again. I hope this wonderful state will stay with me as long as possible, and I am ready to do everything possible for this. Today I woke up again at half past five in the morning, and now I will work on the blogs, and after that I plan to take the dogs for a walk, after which I want to sit down and work. This will be the first return to work after a very long break, so I am a little nervous, but if I do not start returning now, then I will only get more nervous in the future, so I need to pull myself together and look my fear in the eye.

I think I will soon get used to the regime in which I sleep twice a day and I will like it. Although so far my sleep app is not happy with it and calculates a huge debt for me in hours of sleep, which I need to somehow reduce. Today it has already calculated nine hours of debt for me, and I do not like it at all. But for now it seems to me that it doesn't calculate quite correctly, so maybe it will also pull data from my watch, and not just from my phone.

Today I need to go to bed earlier in the afternoon, so that I can wake up earlier and go to the book festival. Until the last minute I thought that we would miss it this year, but at the last minute my husband and I decided to go. I think this is a good decision, because after all, why not, I have missed too many book festivals in recent years. The publisher's refusal has had a big impact on me, but I don't want to fall out of the community, so we decided to go anyway.

There are still a lot of things to get in order, like my diet and going to the gym, but I think I can handle it all. I will somehow include all this in my schedule, but I will think about all this next week. For now I am just testing the new regime, and for now it is all a very shaky construction. Today I will continue testing and we will see how it goes.

Have a great day everyone!
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