Hi, guys!

It seems that I am starting to improve little by little. It is becoming easier for me to do my daily chores, yesterday I was able to cook for the first time, and this is already huge progress. If this continues, I think I will soon be able to say that I have half gotten rid of my depressive state. Of course, there is still a lot of work ahead, but I already feel how everything is improving and I am starting to gradually gain strength.

So.
Today I have a meeting with my therapist and I need to tell her a lot. I need to discuss with her that the publisher did not take my text and how scared I am now to edit it until autumn. How worried I am that I will never be able to find my publisher and that this idea of ​​mine will fail. Now I again feel the strength to put my strength and soul into this idea, but if it fails a second time, then I don’t know what I will do then. Most likely, I will have to publish the book myself, and I really would not like to do that. But I can't not publish it either, because it's my brainchild.

Now I'm planning to walk the dogs, then I'll come home and get to work. I'll probably also buy myself a small gift, since I'm doing so well. I decided that I'll finally stop scolding myself for failures and instead start praising myself for achievements. In general, I've been scolding myself too much. Maybe I should do it less.

Well, I have a lot of work ahead of me on the text again. I hope again that I'll be able to finish it and I'll still be able to come to an agreement with the publisher. I don't know if this will actually work out, but for now I still believe in myself.

Have a great day, everyone!
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