When everything pushes on you
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0.000 HBDWhen everything pushes on you
<html> <p>Hi, guys!</p> <p>So, I must say that I reached the moment when I nearly give up. Seems like my mental disorder is winning me this time (and by the way that's the main reason why there was no video last week - I just can't step over my anxiety). </p> <p><img src="http://cdn.frontlinegenomics.com/wp-content/uploads/Anxiety-640x367.png"/></p> <p><a href="http://www.frontlinegenomics.com/news/10582/genetics-social-anxiety/">Image credit</a></p> <p>Yesterday in the evening I talked to my husband and said that I'm feeling worse and worse, and have no idea what to do. Well, it's obvious what I should do - I must visit my doctor again, tell her, what's happening, then restart my psychotherapy program again ect. But the thing is - is such state even if you realize what you should do you feel paralyzed. Even at the moment, writing this post and technically knowing that I must pick up the phone, register for doctor's appointment I feel so twisted and this feeling in my hands - my fingers just live with a separate life, I can't control them.</p> <p>I also know that I should stand up, take Astro, take my skate and just spend at least a few time outside, but it's so hard to even get out of bed. Bed becomes a hiding place when you feel high anxiety level. And often you keep yourself safe with oversleeping. </p> <p>I hope I'll manage to take the phone and just make doctor's appointment. First step, huh?</p> <p><img src="https://scontent-frt3-2.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t31.0-8/22424659_520094184996414_1104385019697243838_o.jpg?oh=40cf5861b2e0ea5dc4354f40646d4d2c&oe=5A7E2BD5" width="2001" height="895"/></p> <p><strong>I wish you all the best and will be happy if you'll support me with vote:)</strong></p> <p><em>Love, Inber</em></p> <center><a href="https://steemit.com/@inber"><img src="https://scontent-frt3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/16996301_413201865685647_5174646485342749617_n.jpg?oh=196dc71a250ceaed5bd983b02a4f7578&oe=5926867F"/></a></center> </html>
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