I don’t know why but I always feel like I’m doing something wrong. Anxiety can eat you inside and out. I have it if I don’t smoke weed and I have it when I do. But at least I can sleep when I smoke. Otherwise I don’t. I look to God when I really need him. Without a drug or some sort of fix, like sex. Some sort of escape. Reality. What a phenomenal word. Its hard to tell what awaits us in this life and the next. We keep passion with each other. Heaven is inward, heaven lies in the heart. It is in the mind but it is not in the world. The world is only but a distraction of chaos. An illusion to grasp the attention of millions in a fictional fairy-tale that is scripted, is fake, and is phony. WAKE UP AMERICA. Right, Left, —> Should the fate of the world be a T or F question? Should we really let our government hypnotize society with a right-left “wax on” “wax off” gesture. Forget the politicians, Jesus will save you. 

Things aren’t to bad yet. That can change though. The state of an economy is much more important then who is in the white house. You’d really be surprised. People don’t act like animals until they get desperate..then they act like animals. That includes the white collars to. 

People are always looking to make a quick buck. Whether through theft or a scam. Sometimes you even hire someone because you know they could use the work and you don’t want to be rude. 

Pride though, isn’t always a good thing. For example. People would rather die then beg for money. Is that less honorable then scamming to make a penny? Look at these kids fresh out of college thinking that they are going to have the world by the balls until a large piece of reality nails them smack-dab in the forehead with the same climatic excitement and embarrassment the impact of a piece of bird-dung would create. LIFES A BITCH THEN YOU DIE THATS WHY WE GET HIGH CUZ YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU GONNA GO.