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Many times, when I am in the solitude of my study room, and the day expresses its last tears, **I wonder why life is so weird**, I wonder why the most horrible things happen to the best people. 

*Why the most beautiful day can become the biggest nightmare?*

Many times I feel like a weird fish that is carried by the waves, out of control. Maybe there is someone bigger than us waving the water and we, blind, we insist on going against the stream, with nothing to do, believing that we have control. 

Tomorrow my mother will be operated on for breast cancer, and all this week I have not even been able to think about it, working all day, swimming in my little bowl, like a weird fish... **but I know I had to tell someone**, I know I have to tell it, it's not good to keep something so important, maybe the best thing is to tell... **to tell the whole world.**

> Keep strong, smile, follow the leader, like a weird fish. Everything is going to be alright, hold your breath, there comes a big wave. Keep swimming, follow the leader, like a weird fish.

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