When you feel like you want to shout and cry all your tears out. I am feeling very sad and disappointed right now. I am working but my mind is very worried to death! That feeling when you want to cry but you can't because I am working . I am controlling my tears not to burst but I ended up canceling my class because I couldn't control my emotions. How come not even a one message or even answer my calls. I have been calling a lot of times but I am always rejected. I feel like I am just no one . Don't I deserve the right to be worried or even ask question where are you ?. Is that a difficult question to answer?Yes after 8 hours, you would answer I am okay. How would I know you are okay if even one reason or explanation. You would not give me. Who am I? Am I just no one? Yes. I am frustrated right now and I feel like I have no one to talk to. I am here in my own room. Fighting my own thoughts and I don't know what I should do. I feel like I am just worthless person or even a girlfriend so this is a feeling of being ignored right? OK. I would understand but I think I deserve one explanation if possible. I will always understand but you are not saying anything hurts me more....