You are awake!  Except it gets better (sarcastic): many if not most mass shootings are fake.  Of course, some are real and you have a valid point.  Research `false flags`.

Now study some psychology (if you need it) and be careful how you proceed or you could lose your friends and family trying to talk some sense into them.  The indoctrination is a very deep rabbit hole.  Vaccine additives are about the biggest most damaging scam as this can affect people's ability to understand this.