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## <center> Who is Kaye?</center>


<center> I was intrigued by this new initiative “ULOGs” by @surpassinggoogle. After reading several ulogs, I could say that those people are just so brave to express themselves which in that particular part, I struggle. </center>

<center>I usually blog or post about my poems, photographs, thoughts, and personal experiences. But I couldn’t express the deeper part within me. It is a battle that I am still fighting until now. I want to overcome this fear and just speak out. It is arduous but I will try to break down these walls little by little.</center>

<center>I was described as a person who is purely a sanguine, friendly, and outgoing. I was the conversionalist of the group. I always put on that big smile which everyone sees everyday. I was called the “bungisngis girl”, which means a girl who never stops smiling, but it was the smiles that  helped me hide these scars. It was those smiles that wiped my hidden tears. It was those smiles that made society accept my being. </center>

<center>I am a person who keeps my opinions to myself because I don’t want to get into fights with others who contradicts my thoughts. I am human and I enjoy the presence of blank pages and fascinate the strokes of my pens. I contain my anger and sorrow in a secret vessel. </center>

<center>*I am shaking while writing this ulog.*</center>

<center>I wanted everyone to accept me. I hid all my insecurities and flaws for the people around me that they might see a stronger and cheerful side of me. </center>

<center>*I did not know that making ULOGs is this hard.*</center>

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<center> *I AM BREAKING MY SILENCE!*</center>

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<center> I am trying to be transparent despite the pain I choose to hide.</center>

<center> Despite the situation, I am still fighting for myself and I unshamingly will for the time being.</center>