Again - Keith Perreault AKA Abstract Peace
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0.000 HBDAgain - Keith Perreault AKA Abstract Peace
<center><a href='https://d.tube/#!/v/keithperreault/clixr1ck'><img src='https://snap1.d.tube/ipfs/QmcRJxRW1NDRPErT3bk2PpYsLp7ngDpCr6dkKdVAJX7UD3'></a></center><hr> A song for a lost friend. I apologize for the noobie editing, I'll try to invest some more time into learning better software for the next video. Please enjoy! Buy now: https://abstractpeace.bandcamp.com/track/again Help me live my dream. Lyrics: closed eyes while I remember the smiles on our faces as it echos in time and changes my life forever I still smell the fragrance of joy implanted in my being that you left when I was feeling under the weather So far stuck in my mind I can't see the future from the past, drug addictions, pipes and needles and floors of broken glass broken friendships or my serenity is the choice that I've had to make so I can make my happiness last a day And it hurts me to stay because effectively it's burning you, you're not my councellor you're someone I loved and knew was true I'll never forget the way you made me feel so understood, no longer alone in a universe that never would have shared that much affection, you kept your distance cause you saw danger in my passion and posession Nothing but affection for the people the offered me a connection to a new-found love and a sense of direction You helped me understand myself before you had to go, it kills me to know that I left it without hope Such an ugly face to mark the last days of our friendship , i still despise the fact that it ever even ended you had descended like an angel to heal the defective, and we pretended that you weren't offended when my heart wouldn't stop beating for you, but we kept it true never wanting to impose my feelings on you Instead together we grew, each day was a new while I waited for you, patiently waited for you but you never came back and I hated the truth that this had nothing to do with you It was all me Perspectives I just couldn't see, egotistically tried to control your mentality subconsciously and I'm ashamed it was me, that could do that to someone that changed my world this aint' a story about a girl, this is goodbye to my best friend a woman that I know I'll love to the very end Not sure exactly what it was that was your breaking point but I'll try and recollect and get straight to the point I had stacked so many hours preparing for your visits that you brushed off like nothing cause you had to make your digits or you had made better plans, without ever telling me so many last minute changes breaking and compelling me to think that you didn't even want to be chillin with me even though you repeated constantly your love for me time after time, for months you had abandoned me I began to question every facet of reality if this is love, why does it feel like a fallacy my patience turned to fear and distant abnormality and I cracked under pressure when you said you couldn't be there that one last time, I finally told you how it felt to be so left behind and you said you didn't care about what I have to say and if I speak like that again that you will go away and that coldness you delivered to me on that fateful day has stayed in my being, in every single way I find it hard to care about anything today I felt totally betrayed, you instantly had changed or lied and led me to believe for months you were the same I've been hurt by love before, but never so damn quick instantly a magic forest turned into a pile of shit my friends told me to quit, and I guess I should have listened in love with my best friend who I'll always be missing Be careful with your heart, it doesn't heal too quick just a warning to those listening to this depressing shit But even though it hurts and I don't know how long for I'll always smile for the experiences you gave I'll always remember you for the sunny days I'll always treat my peoples hearts with the most respect Cause you, my friend, I will never fucking forget <hr><a href='https://d.tube/#!/v/keithperreault/clixr1ck'> ▶️ DTube</a><br /><a href='https://ipfs.io/ipfs/QmdnZLhAnwUmM9mh2KE67bXzYd6BfNYwuTRnhEFFawJaAu'> ▶️ IPFS</a>