As I get closer and closer to my 30th bday, I have been reflecting, <b> a  lot. </b> I know this is definitely an important period in my life. I've been thinking about how much I have grown and how much growing I still have to do. 30 used to seem so "mature", the I have shit figured out age. 
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Well I feel like I am finally really figuring shit out, although it has yet to physically manifest into form. I finally have a clear vision of what I want. 

<center> At 20, I had not even the slightest clue. I just knew I had to graduate college and work.
 At 25, I kinda had something figured out, but it was just forming. I was slowly planting the seeds then. </center>

Recently I've realized how my voice has always been apart of my path, I've always known this. From the time I was 4 years old. I knew I would be here, sort of. Actually, let me rephrase that. I knew I would make it to this moment, this level of understanding. The more I type or write and express everything going on inside of this big head of mine, the more it makes sense. 
<sub>(by the way, I love my big head, but it is big hahah!)</sub>

Life is beautiful. I have a voice that I want to use and thanks to the internet, I live in a time where it is easier than ever to do that. Whether I write, I create music, videos, I have an outlet where I can express myself and maybe connect to others while doing so. And that, is what's beautiful. 


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