Everything is not going fine and here I am going to share my bad experience in this [bear market](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-bear-market). I am sorry to say that I am going ahead in my  [SPS](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-splintershards-sps) goal but other side I have sold my many [gold foil](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-gold-foil) cards to manage my expenses. I have not spent all my [money](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-money) for festival season but it is because of marriage, EMIs and bills. In general, This is not happening with me every month but it seems like december and january are the toughest month for me. 

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<sub><em>Image <a href="https://twitter.com/cryptomemes/status/976165420066537474?lang=zh-Hant">source</a></sub></em>
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I know this pain is for short time but this is affected me badly. Can you imagine ? **I have sold more than 120 [epic gold cards](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-epic-card) in cheap price**. This is really really heartbreaking for me because I have purchased those cards for long term [holding](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-hold) and building my [collection power](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-collection-power-cp) and you know the price of those cards is lowest in this situation though I sold them so now you can imagine my pain. 

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So things are not going good in january. I know we are in the end of bear market but this ending is cruel. Actually I have to pay [internet](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-internet) and electricty bills, Giving the money to my relatives for marriage, Paying EMI and this time I have paid more amount of EMI because this is the first month of the year so I have to pay total [interest](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-interest) of whole year of my gold loan and lots of other small expenses. Actually, I am earning from other sources as well like blogging(on wordpress), house renting and farming but this time everything came together so this is why I have forced to do it. 

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## Situation Of My SPS Goal
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So SPS goal is going fine but Still I have not reached my 5k SPS token target yet. So I am behind by 1k sps. I know this is not big target but still I am struggling to reach it in this month. I am litle behind but I will recover it in february month. So in the end I can say SPS is still going fine. Let me remind you that I have spent my 30k SPS to buy [sps node validator license](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-sps-node-validator-license) and that is why I have less SPS but Again I will reach first 10 k sps and then 25k and more. 

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<sub><em>Image <a href="https://adaascapital.net/what-are-splintershards/">source</a></sub></em>
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So it will be easy to do it because My license and [ranked battles](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-ranked-battles) earning is going in [staking](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-staking) And also the price is still low So I will accumulate some in february month. So things are going to recover soon and I hope I will get some more months in bear So I can accumulate and be ready for bull. 

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## Deck Building Going In Bad Phase
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Here is the worst part start because As I said I have sold almost 120+ epic gold cards and other cards as well And it will be difficult to recover it but I will try to do it slowly. Full recovery will be difficult but if the [market](https://leofinance.io/@leoglossary/leoglossary-market) remain down for little more time then it is not impossible. It is very easy to say that I have sold 120+ epic gold card but it is difficult to digest this truth. 

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Do not take this as negative perspective because I want to be a transperant and at the same time open minded. So whatever I am doing negative or positive, I would like to share with [hive](https://leofinance.io/@crypto-guides/what-is-hive-crypto-hive) community. This is not panic selling but you can say forced selling. And everyone has gone through this time phase so you can understand it. 
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Now Just hoping for the best and try to repair those things will be my main motive. No matter how tough will the market is but We have to be careful and never harm our holdings.  Have a good day and share this post with #splinterlands and #play2earn tags. 

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