Self-portrait
poetry·@luisrmoya·
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*Know yourself, say the Greek inscriptions ... the bad thing is when we forget, maybe about good and bad things, because we are a combination of both.* ______________________ # Self-portrait <center></p>*Things always fall out of my hands* And I stumble over the smallest stones And I'm not lying, I'm talking about pebbles that would not go through the throat of a sparrow Sometimes I keep the light from the sidewalk poles in my pockets *Because I'm keeping it for the streets where I lack clarity.* I can not go to hardware stores or department stores, *because I piss the W.C* And I stay sleeping in the exhibition beds. Once I wrote on the wall of a government office *"You look for muse, you pay with poetry"* and I was arrested for the prudent time of 13 minutes I pretended to be steel, *and surprise, to be crystal* Even the wind cuts me and the rain are needles that are stuck on my shoulders I do not like books, coffee or cigars *The first depressed me, the second I despair and the third hurts his absence* I have several maxims, *but I never apply any* I was once thrown out of a museum because I tried to enter a painting by *Dürer* And although this is on everyone's lips, nobody ever hears what I say I have had *the creed of insomniacs*, and I have knelt before gods that I doubt I cut the head of a goat on the day I became a man I'm friends with *buffoons, beggars and prostitutes* And enemy of work, effort and exercise Nothing consoles me, and three times a day I wish I was dead I write songs to the flowers *because they can not choose not to love me* I've never lost an argument, or at least I've never admitted it And the day I die, you must believe me, No one will tell you about this.</center></p> _______________________ **-Luis Rafael Moya**