## The Heartache

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Today was a bad day, 
I missed you a lot, not one of 
my better days, I got weak and broke 
down in tears just wishing 
I could see your face. 
Wishing that I could hear your 
voice one last time just to tell me that 
everything's gonna be alright. 
I never believe those words coming 
from anyone else but you, so I guess that 
means I'll never really believe 
that everything is gonna 
be alright again? 

You're gone, just gone. 
One moment you were here and 
I loved you so deeply, the next moment 
none of that mattered because 
your soul left that place. 
All I was left with was the broken pieces of 
your slain body and blood 
stains on my T-shirt. 
All my happy memories of you 
are struggling to survive, 
battling the terrible 
flashbacks and nightmares 
I constantly have of the night 
you were taken from me.

Today was one of those days 
when I needed you the most, 
a day like today one kiss
 from you or a simple feel of your embrace 
would have been all I needed to 
ease all my anger and frustration away. 

I just wish there was someway
 for me to guarantee that you knew
I loved you before you left me saying I don't. 
I wish there was a way 
to reassure you that I still love you now. 

Others have come and 
gone since you, 
I did my fucking best not to compare 
or have any expectation 
of you they had to live up to. 
But fuck, how could I not? 
I really can't forget you, trust me 
I tried because the pain has 
gotten so unbearable, 
sometimes I think if I just forget it all 
I'd somehow be better off. 
But I can't, and I won't, 
we both know that. 
I just wish I could go visit 
you where ever you are. 

Even if it was just for five minutes a day,
 just to see your smile, 
have a puff with you or just to kiss you. 
I swear I could do anything just 
to get next to you at this point of time. 
Can't believe I got cheated 
out of a great person, out of true love. 
Nobody will ever take 
your place, nothing will 
even make me forget your face.




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