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"Promise we will be forever."

We promised and we believed that our love will grow stronger. Nothing could break us. Nothing could change us. I was so happy or we were so happy back then. The times we spent together were like on movies that have a happy ending. She lent on my shoulder, she hugs me tighter and she holds me longer. Sadness those days were never found. I even forgot what's the meaning of it. All I knew was happiness and it's because of her.

I ran to her when I was sad. I shouted my tears towards her. She comforted with her warm presence. I trusted her and I entrusted her my tomorrow. I know if she will be there together with my future. Tears will never fall to the ground. She will catch it and replace it with a smile. I knew the home I was looking for was with her. I was so sure with that when she tried to leave me I held her hand. I didn't let her go. I didn't know what path to take if she will never there to guide me.
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The dreams of being with her vanished. The sweet time turned to bitter. The white dress I saw became black. She left, lamentation started killing me. Despair was all over in my thoughts. I was like drowning. I couldn't breathe. The pain was too much that my chest was squeezing it. I wondered how to have the courage to keep living on. I had no idea. I was like a singer who didn't know how to sing. It hurts so much that little by little I wrinkled. I bid farewell that time.

Her words were the one stood me. Now her woods advised me to just lay down. How could she leave without a word? What will happen to the promises she forced me to believe? Her appearance kept haunting me in my sleep. I was not ready. I didn't want to accept reality. She will never be with me. She is with someone else having what we had before. I was jealous and desperate. I wanted her to do it with me only. But she ignored me when I beg her to stay with me. It's obvious that she's not me could make her happy. Just no idea how to struggle in a world without her.

thank you for reading

d' dreamboy,
@mrnightmare89