Home alone for a week... (ENG-TR) Bir hafta evde tek başına..
hive-138975·@mukadder·
0.000 HBDHome alone for a week... (ENG-TR) Bir hafta evde tek başına..
Hello. Schools are on holiday and my daughter went to Istanbul for holiday. After a long time, I am home alone for a week.  Being home alone feels a little different. Those who have children will understand me better. If you have children, there is no time for yourself. Your priorities always depend on your child and his/her schedule. You will go for a walk in the evening, but the place you go should be a playground. Or you should return home early because your child has homework or is sleepy. In other words, you become the steward of your child's life. It sounds like a bad thing when you say it like that, but it's actually an incredibly beautiful life. It's just so tiring. People want a break and a holiday every once in a while.    And I had the chance to take this short break during the mid-term break. Mothers around me asked me what to do. They made many plans on my behalf. 😀 So what did I do during this break? According to my friends, I did nothing, but I did a lot for myself. More precisely, I did a lot for myself.   In the evenings, after work, I bought lots of snacks, snacks and fruit from the market. I cooked myself my favorite meals. For example, I fry haddock. I made some salad on the side and a few appetizers and ate it with pleasure. I cooked just for myself, the way I like it.😀  I watched a few movies and TV series that I was curious about. I ate a lot of junk food. On the weekend, I watched movies until late at night and read the book that I loved but couldn't finish for a long time. And I was finally able to finish it. I woke up late in the morning. I had breakfast by reading the newspaper for a long time. In short, I rested a lot by doing simple but loved things. And I realized that I was really tired. He is tired both physically and spiritually.    But every time I entered my daughter's room or saw a funny or interesting scene in a movie or TV series, I missed my daughter. I think this is what we call a toxic relationship😂. Never without my daughter. I even miss gossiping with her. Motherhood is definitely not a healthy situation. It's a step towards schizophrenia. Thank you very much for reading.  ***Bir hafta evde tek başına..**** Merhaba. Okullar ara tatil de ve kızım tatil için İstanbul'a gitti. Uzun bir aradan sonra evde bir hafta yalnızım.  Evde yalnız olmak biraz farklı bir his. Çocuğu olanlar beni daha iyi anlayacaktır. Eğer çocuğunuz varsa kendinize ait zaman yoktur. Öncelikleriniz hep çocuğunuz ve onun programına göredir. Akşam gezmeye gideceksiniz ama gittiğiniz yer de oyun alanı olmalı. Yada erken eve dönmelisiniz çünkü çocuğunuz ev ödevi vardır yada uykusu gelmiştir. Yani siz çocuğunuzun hayatının yancısı oluyorsunuz. Böyle söyleyince kötü bir şey gibi geliyor ama inanılmaz güzel bir yaşam aslında. Sadece çok yorucu. Arada bir mola ve tatil istiyor insan.    Ve bu kısa molayı ara tatilde yapma şansım oldu. Etrafımda anne olanlar ne yapacağımı sordular. Benim adıma bir çok planlar yaptılar. 😀 Peki ben bu mola da ne yaptım. Arkadaşlarıma göre hiç bir şey ama kendimce çok şey yaptım. Daha doğrusu kendim için çok şey yaptım.   Akşamları iş çıkışı marketten bolca çerez, atıştırmalıklar ve meyve aldım. Kendime en sevdiğim yemekleri yaptım. Mesela mezgit kızartım. Yanına biraz salata yaptım bir iki çeşit de meze ve keyifle yedim. Sadece kendim için yemek yaptım kendi sevdiğim şekilde.😀    Merak ettiğim bir kaç filmi ve diziyi izledim. Bolca aburcubur yedim. Hafta sonu gece geç saatlere kadar film izledim sevdiğim ama uzun zamandır bitiremediğim kitabı okudum. Ve sonun da bitirebildim. Sabah geç kalktım. Uzun uzun gazete okuyarak kahvaltı yaptım. Yani kısaca basit ama sevdiğim şeyleri yaparak çok ama çok dinlendim. Ve gercekten çok yorulduğumu anladım. Hem bedenen hem de ruhen yorulmuş.   Ama her kızımın odasına girdiğimde, filmde yada dizide komik yada ilginç sahnelerde kızımı özledim. Sanırım toksik ilişki buna deniliyor😂. Kızımsız asla. Onla dedikodu yapmayı bile özledim.. Kesinlikle annelik sağlıklı bir durum değil.. Sizofreniye bir adım..Okuduğunuz için çok teşekkür ederim. 
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